The_acrobat
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I'm honestly wondering if it was a mental health issue. That kind of thing is still so stigmatized, I can see why he's keeping it so private. Would also explain why he seemed to be able to bounce back physically for the tour. I can't see him keeping cancer private, I can see him urging people to get their annual checkups, etc. And if it was just a false positive, that's really eye opening, but not a brush with death.
Having suffered major depressive episodes and panic attacks myself, I interpret Little Things as being about a mental health crisis. But we all interpret things differently.
It's really none of my business. I just hope he's ok!
I have also experienced panic attacks, and the lyrics of Little Things really do describe a panic attack, especially the ending and the way it slowly swells. "The end is here". I remember my first panic attack. I was stressed out. Busy at work, brand new baby, 30 right around the corner. I was driving a semi down the road, and suddenly it hit me. I pulled over. I just remember thinking "the end is here". It felt like I was dying... death was happening to me. Then it stopped. I thought I had just had a heart attack at 29 years old.
I still struggle with it occasionally, but now I can sense them coming and know what they are, and how to work through it. Still scary though.