shaynar
Acrobat
I was browsing facebook (a silly website where people have profiles and let others know what they are up to etc etc) and saw that a girl from my highschool is engaged. And another. And another. Then most of the others are in relationships. I then realize that all of my good friends are settled with a significant other.
A few years ago it was totally opposite. Few of my friends were in relationships, though I always was. Now I'm not.
This is by choice. I haven't found anyone in a while who I would want to commit to, plus things in my life (school, work, travel) have put me in a position that I can't start a relationship anyhow.
I'm not jealous of these people. In fact, I'm very happy for all of them, but for some reason I am really saddened by all of this. Everyone seems to be 'growing up' and moving on, and I'm not. I don't know who to talk to about this, because I can't go to my friends.. so I'm posting instead. I'm certainly not complaining about being single, I love it and choose it, but I'm just weirded out and I don't know how to figure it out.....
A few years ago it was totally opposite. Few of my friends were in relationships, though I always was. Now I'm not.
This is by choice. I haven't found anyone in a while who I would want to commit to, plus things in my life (school, work, travel) have put me in a position that I can't start a relationship anyhow.
I'm not jealous of these people. In fact, I'm very happy for all of them, but for some reason I am really saddened by all of this. Everyone seems to be 'growing up' and moving on, and I'm not. I don't know who to talk to about this, because I can't go to my friends.. so I'm posting instead. I'm certainly not complaining about being single, I love it and choose it, but I'm just weirded out and I don't know how to figure it out.....