SweetOnU2
the invisible woman
I don't know WTF is my problem but I get so afraid of getting close to someone romantically. Last year I broke with this great guy, I was seeing for 9 months.... and I broke up with him because I was scared .... scared of actually having "true" feelings for him. WTF?? I gave him a stupid reason to break up, like we were just "growing apart," and stuff. He to this day still can't figure out where we went wrong.
And now I've been seeing this guy since late Januarry, and I'm starting to get such deep feelings for him, but I'm afraid and I'm starting to push him away. I'm just afraid of beeing in a "serious" relationship. I just want to run away when those feelings start coming to me. I'm fine when I first meet someone and we just go out on a date and stuff and hang out..make out or what have you... but I guess the fact of being "in love" scares me.
Sometimes I feel that there is something terribly wrong with me. And I don't know how to express myself to guys when I start feeling this way. I don't want to alienate myself from this guy, because he has treated me so great and doesn't deserve this but I dunno, this damn stupid fear I have.
Damn, sorry wow, I actually confessed somethnig personal.
And now I've been seeing this guy since late Januarry, and I'm starting to get such deep feelings for him, but I'm afraid and I'm starting to push him away. I'm just afraid of beeing in a "serious" relationship. I just want to run away when those feelings start coming to me. I'm fine when I first meet someone and we just go out on a date and stuff and hang out..make out or what have you... but I guess the fact of being "in love" scares me.
Sometimes I feel that there is something terribly wrong with me. And I don't know how to express myself to guys when I start feeling this way. I don't want to alienate myself from this guy, because he has treated me so great and doesn't deserve this but I dunno, this damn stupid fear I have.
Damn, sorry wow, I actually confessed somethnig personal.
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