girlhappy
War Child
i just endend really heavy relationships, need your help
To cut a long story short....i had really tough relationship (platonic, btw.) with my so-called friend. The thing is...we got to the point of no return because we both have deep feelings for each other but he is not able to express it openly. That is why i had to be the one who said no more because it all became too heavy. We have this closeness and at the same time distance. Really not healthy, i can tell you. The thing is:i have put so much love, energy, patience into this relationship....that i feel like in a desert now. I just wnated to know....does anyone have similar experience? I just dont know how to rejoice again. I feel like i got the spirit, but lose the feeling(Like in Joy Division song).....i dont know how to say it. Just like in the desert. And i was feeling the same while receiveng his almost lover-like messages but didnt have a chance to see him and talk to him openly. He just run off, and always come back. I just have to be strong enough to say NO. There is something tragic in all this. He is emotionally f...up, and i dont know....i obviously cant do nothing about it. I just have to let it go, but it is not easy. Anyone?
To cut a long story short....i had really tough relationship (platonic, btw.) with my so-called friend. The thing is...we got to the point of no return because we both have deep feelings for each other but he is not able to express it openly. That is why i had to be the one who said no more because it all became too heavy. We have this closeness and at the same time distance. Really not healthy, i can tell you. The thing is:i have put so much love, energy, patience into this relationship....that i feel like in a desert now. I just wnated to know....does anyone have similar experience? I just dont know how to rejoice again. I feel like i got the spirit, but lose the feeling(Like in Joy Division song).....i dont know how to say it. Just like in the desert. And i was feeling the same while receiveng his almost lover-like messages but didnt have a chance to see him and talk to him openly. He just run off, and always come back. I just have to be strong enough to say NO. There is something tragic in all this. He is emotionally f...up, and i dont know....i obviously cant do nothing about it. I just have to let it go, but it is not easy. Anyone?