It's just ironic and hurtful, really. I've moved beyond anger I think to just expecting it (Christianity) to let me down. And maybe that's worse, and sadder, for that to be what I've come to expect.
My friend Nicole basically summed up my feelings on it the other day. She posted (on another board), "I detest Christian music (if it is sold and portrayed as such), Christian books, and Christian church, and I wouldn't call myself a Christian if I was paid. My faith is stronger than it has ever been."
Still, it's sad that that's how things are.