FizzingWhizzbees
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I'm tiredtiredtiredtired. (Or tired X4 if you prefer that).
I don't even remember the last night I got home before 9pm because I was in some meeting or another. I do so much volunteer stuff like anti-racism campaigning and anti-war campaigning and loads of other political campaigns. And for the most part, I love doing it, it's one of the most important things I do. It's just that sometimes it gets overwhelming. I mean I haven't even had time to go shopping for groceries in the last two weeks so I'm living on take-away food. I'm just exhausted by it all.
I'm sick of everyone just seeing me as "the political person." I'm tired of that being my label. Everyone knows what I think politically and next to no one knows what I think about music or movies or life in general. I'm sick of people only calling when they need me to go to a meeting or write a leaflet. I don't expect people I work with politically to act as though I'm their best friend, I just wish I actually had the time to make some friends outside of politics.
I don't know. I'm confused. That's my confession, I'm confused. And tired. And sick of being boring and political and not having any friends. :: shuts up ::
Sorry, end of rant.
I don't even remember the last night I got home before 9pm because I was in some meeting or another. I do so much volunteer stuff like anti-racism campaigning and anti-war campaigning and loads of other political campaigns. And for the most part, I love doing it, it's one of the most important things I do. It's just that sometimes it gets overwhelming. I mean I haven't even had time to go shopping for groceries in the last two weeks so I'm living on take-away food. I'm just exhausted by it all.
I'm sick of everyone just seeing me as "the political person." I'm tired of that being my label. Everyone knows what I think politically and next to no one knows what I think about music or movies or life in general. I'm sick of people only calling when they need me to go to a meeting or write a leaflet. I don't expect people I work with politically to act as though I'm their best friend, I just wish I actually had the time to make some friends outside of politics.
I don't know. I'm confused. That's my confession, I'm confused. And tired. And sick of being boring and political and not having any friends. :: shuts up ::
Sorry, end of rant.