Russty Cat
Rock n' Roll Doggie FOB
YOu guys are horrible! I can take lots of pills at once. But I usually put liquid in my mouth and then throw them all in and swallow. I'm so not going into the other thing. But big stick popsicles are good.
There's a certain ego in that there's a control in being the one who's the most loving. To surrender and say 'I am going to be loved' requires a certain humility. The paradox is, it's generous to be loved."
Russty Cat said:YOu guys are horrible! I can take lots of pills at once. But I usually put liquid in my mouth and then throw them all in and swallow. I'm so not going into the other thing. But big stick popsicles are good.
VintagePunk said:
How's your gag reflex, though?
Russty Cat said:I think McDrummer picks have been lacking alot more lately. The droomer gets no love.
I was looking for drummer stuff and found this again. Drea here is the picture of the scarf I knitted for Cindy.
Russty Cat said:This is something Edge said in an interview and its so true. I have someone in my life who siays I'm alot like a rock star in the sense that I'll get in front of 50,000 people and perform or jump on table and get people to laugh, but I won't let one single individual into my life to love me. I'm good with groups, but screw letting people get close to me. Letting someone love you to me always meant pain. They could leave, they could die, or they could hurt you. But in the last year I've learned that without the pain there is also no joy. No little moments that come with having someone tell you they love you, give you a hug, or a phone call to let you know they are thinking of you. I still have such a hard time allowing people to love me, but I'm getting better at it. But I swear even the thought of it makes my chest ache and I feel all panicky.
Russty Cat said:
Awwww!
Sad_Girl said:
ThoraSEB said:The guy I have a crush on is so awesome! We had a quick chat, since he's in Atlanta right now and needed to get some sleep, but it was good to catch up for a few minutes.