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As some of you may know I had a sort of parting of ways yesterday. Well last night and today I was thinking about things and when I first started talking to him. I was slightly leery of getting involved and I did not remember when he convinced me. Well today I was cleaning out my hotmail account and erasing all his old emails. I got to the last one and almost started crying (ok I did a little bit) then I got mad. I felt like such a fucking moron. I felt so stupid for falling for this. I could not bring myself to erase it. The moment I was wondering about was staring me in the face. I feel like such a fool.
From :
To :
Date : Tue, 03 Sep 2002 18:28:25 -0500
Jennifer,
You have no idea how you make me feel. I was hoping to catch you at home before you picked Heather up. I'm still in a haze over us. I will make this work, you just have to trust in me if this is what you truly want. I know you're an emotional and there are certain things you don't want to talk about right now. I want what we have to make up for whatever pain you went through before. I want to wash all that away. We both need this. A new beginning with our own dreams and possibilities. I need to know if you're absolutely sure this is what you want.
From :
To :
Date : Tue, 03 Sep 2002 18:28:25 -0500
Jennifer,
You have no idea how you make me feel. I was hoping to catch you at home before you picked Heather up. I'm still in a haze over us. I will make this work, you just have to trust in me if this is what you truly want. I know you're an emotional and there are certain things you don't want to talk about right now. I want what we have to make up for whatever pain you went through before. I want to wash all that away. We both need this. A new beginning with our own dreams and possibilities. I need to know if you're absolutely sure this is what you want.