tiny dancer
Blue Crack Distributor
I have not posted on the forums for almost two weeks, because my mother passed away on August 30th. 
She had a bad heart, and that morning she had fallen and broke a rib. The hosptial would not keep her, and sent her home. She was in so much pain I could not get her comfortable in any way. I called back the hospital and told them she was much worst since she had left, and they told me to bring she back and that they would reavowelawait (sp?) her. I called the ambulance, and then I went over to the couch where my mom was laying and I could get no resoponse from her. Her eyes and mouth were open, and I kept asking her her to speak to me. I knew she was dead and I was holding her in my arms. When the ambulance people came they told me she did not have a pulse and was not breathing. I knew she was gone and would never be coming back. (My one Aunt was with with all during this.) They took her to the hospital and worked on her, and then the doctors told me she did not die form a boken rib, but she had had a heart attack. I wanted to say to them do you think I am that stupid. My brothers and I buried her a week ago yesterday. I took care of my mom for 4 years and she was doing so good until she had this fall. I know that she is with my dad who died from cancer almost 5 years ago, but my heart aches so bad for my mom. She was not only my mother , but my best friend. I am going to meet with they hospital people to tell them I felt they were negligent, and I don't want this to happen to anyone else. I don't know how I will get through this, but I just have to take it one day at a time. Her home goes to me for I have been taking care of her all these years. My brothers went back home and now I am all alone in this empty house with out my mom not being here. I miss her so much. 
She had a bad heart, and that morning she had fallen and broke a rib. The hosptial would not keep her, and sent her home. She was in so much pain I could not get her comfortable in any way. I called back the hospital and told them she was much worst since she had left, and they told me to bring she back and that they would reavowelawait (sp?) her. I called the ambulance, and then I went over to the couch where my mom was laying and I could get no resoponse from her. Her eyes and mouth were open, and I kept asking her her to speak to me. I knew she was dead and I was holding her in my arms. When the ambulance people came they told me she did not have a pulse and was not breathing. I knew she was gone and would never be coming back. (My one Aunt was with with all during this.) They took her to the hospital and worked on her, and then the doctors told me she did not die form a boken rib, but she had had a heart attack. I wanted to say to them do you think I am that stupid. My brothers and I buried her a week ago yesterday. I took care of my mom for 4 years and she was doing so good until she had this fall. I know that she is with my dad who died from cancer almost 5 years ago, but my heart aches so bad for my mom. She was not only my mother , but my best friend. I am going to meet with they hospital people to tell them I felt they were negligent, and I don't want this to happen to anyone else. I don't know how I will get through this, but I just have to take it one day at a time. Her home goes to me for I have been taking care of her all these years. My brothers went back home and now I am all alone in this empty house with out my mom not being here. I miss her so much. 
