i have someone in the band who can makes me works with they.. i have one in a millon chance to get in the staff... and i'm so afraid to leave my girlfriend, my family and my friends.. you know the only thing that makes me feel magic, makes me feel alive is when i hear u2... when i'm started to plan this migration to ireland i was younger than now... at that time i had nothing to loose, no girlfriend, no job, few friends and i thought "woowww this contact in the band can make me work with them... this is so awesome... the dream of my life " but that was 4 years ago.
now my life is so different, i have a good job, a beautiful girlfriend... it so difficult to explain but a part of my inner voice tells me that i need to try this u2 stuff, i'm still feeling the same love and magic when i hear them... and i'm still dreaming with this... so today i have to answer in my job what i'm going to do.... if i'm gonna to stay or i'm gonna to quit
the most fear is to loose everything i have now, my job, and of course my girlfriend... because i'm gonna to stay away from home about 3 months....
moreover my boss offers me an excellent position with a lot of money if i stay...
i'll try to hear my inner voice but at this time is so difficult