I met a special guy this summer while on vacation in Miami.
Then I came back home, in Italy, but we kept the contact-
He wrote me a very nice email, including this line
" As time goes by, I find myself thinking of you more and more. You are the greatest thing that has happened to me since my women; " My mother and my grandmother" meaning"
and due to the fact I've so little experience, I got scared and my reply was this:
"I wish I could believe you... You tell me the sweetest words, but you just get me confused. I know so little of you, and you know less about me.
And I keep on wondering how can you write such important things to a person you don't know...
Don't you think you're creating a person that could not be me?
I tend to rely a lot on my intuition but I have spent a short time with you and so it is not helping or guiding me in anyway.
I'll try to find an accomodation for you, if that is really what you want."
As one can imagine. the answer was:
"sorry you feel the way you do but now i am confused about you. i hate to feel that way and maybe i should thinnk twice about visiting. write me and i'll respond to the matter."
And now I feel and I think I'm an idiot...
I wrote him back, telling that I want to see him again, and talk to him and spend time with him.
I'm just scared by the fact I don't want to disappoint him.
and I'm checking the e-mails 30 times a day, I have a watch with the different time of the city where he's now... and I'm willing to cry!
Then I came back home, in Italy, but we kept the contact-
He wrote me a very nice email, including this line
" As time goes by, I find myself thinking of you more and more. You are the greatest thing that has happened to me since my women; " My mother and my grandmother" meaning"
and due to the fact I've so little experience, I got scared and my reply was this:
"I wish I could believe you... You tell me the sweetest words, but you just get me confused. I know so little of you, and you know less about me.
And I keep on wondering how can you write such important things to a person you don't know...
Don't you think you're creating a person that could not be me?
I tend to rely a lot on my intuition but I have spent a short time with you and so it is not helping or guiding me in anyway.
I'll try to find an accomodation for you, if that is really what you want."
As one can imagine. the answer was:
"sorry you feel the way you do but now i am confused about you. i hate to feel that way and maybe i should thinnk twice about visiting. write me and i'll respond to the matter."
And now I feel and I think I'm an idiot...
I wrote him back, telling that I want to see him again, and talk to him and spend time with him.
I'm just scared by the fact I don't want to disappoint him.
and I'm checking the e-mails 30 times a day, I have a watch with the different time of the city where he's now... and I'm willing to cry!