You need to quit your job that gives you so much satisfaction, dump your gorgeous and lovely girlfriend, seperate yourself from your fantastic family, get your car stolen, spend a night on a park bench and live like all of us.
I'm very much kidding of course. I often feel like that too. I think my life is fantastic except for my job. I cannot complain about my job in all honesty though as I have a job at least, while many dont.
I wonder about this kind of stuff sometimes and think why am I so lucky? What makes me so special that I seem to glide through life with so few cares while so many others have to suffer so damn much? I am not smarter than the average Joe. I am not richer than the average Joe. I am not healthier than the average etc. Is it all luck? What makes life so much easier for others? I'm not talking globally necessarily either. People suffer in ways a lot of us can only imagine, but even closer to home, I see friends, colleagues etc go through shit that I have never had and I think why them? They are not stupid either. Its not about smarts. I know that. Could it be just plain dumb luck? I hope people dont groan at my words here and think gee thanks for telling us how wonderful your life is when mine isn't. Because that is really annoying when people gloat. I experience the bad things, like family fights, the unfortunate loss of family and friends through illness and accidents but they are individual tragic events. I could not have the hide to say I suffer more as a result of such terrible but common specific occurances. We all unfortunately go through those things but then some have to suffer continually. Life seems to never let up on some. They say whatever in life doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I find that a terrible insult to those who suffer when there is no clear or obvious reason why they should. I look at some people and just think well if thats true, you sure as shit need all the strength you can find.
There's a Saudi Arabian proverb I think it is that says if you say out loud or acknowledge with pride your accomplishments and good fortune for they will be taken from you. Or something along those lines. I dont like to read these things as its a risk you dont want to take that they are full of crap.
I dunno. Just dunno.