im officially dead tired.

[cell]

the job i have is too much for me. it takes up all my time and energy and im always hungry and thirsty. i eat pretty good in between houses, and i drank around four big bottles of water today and i was still messed up. my boss shows up at one of the houses "testing" me on stupid things like what do you do first when you clean a certain room? and im supposed to know this shit too. but how can i when im working my ass off cleaning bathrooms and kitchens and im so consumed in doing my work that i dont even know about the other things?

im so tired, that i can't think rationally and because of that someone took advantage of the situation and played a cruel joke on me. i can't talk about it here but fuck i have no time for shit like that. my own house is neglected and my daughter hates to see me like this. oh yeah not to mention i have my mom and grandmother telling me to quit the job because im gonna end up doing this for the rest of my life. and i almost believe them. i hate my job. its making me feel miserable and i feel like dying everytime i get up in the morning

 

[Sicy]

It's probably not worth it then girl. Move onto something else if it's making you so miserable.
Your sanity and well being comes first

 

[Screaming Flower]

icelle i'm sorry you're so stressed and exhausted.

you deserve such a better situation.

 

[~LadyLemon~]

icelle

I hope things get better for you soon...hang in there.

 

[ABEL]

It's probably not worth it then girl. Move onto something else if it's making you so miserable.
Your sanity and well being comes first

agreed...you shouldn't have to go to a job you hate every day. it's not worth it, and it's not healthy.

 

[Angela Harlem]

Icelle there's no point if its killing you like this. You DO deserve better.

 

[adamswildhoney]

Icelle, you deserve better

 

[mellyinsf]

What happend to Icelle's journal? I'm sad for her

 

[beegee]

hey you. it's nice to see you writing again, even if it's not your journal.
i'm so sorry you're sad.

 

[theSoulfulMofo]

it doesn't sound worth it... there must be something better and more enjoyable.

icelle

 

[verte76]

That sucks. I hope things get better soon. I've been in that situation. I quit the Stressed-Out Job From Hell at the hospital years ago. I don't regret it. Those stupid charts are enough to try the patience of a saint and I'm no saint.

 

[Laura M]

I hope you find a job that isn't so tiring and stressful soon

 

[cell]

i quit today. it was too insane and plus i had some lady complain about my work already when i did my work right. even my trainer looked over my work. then i find out that im not paid from the time i come in to the office, but from the time i step into the house til the time i leave. so im screwed. all those hours...it just sucks.

thank you all for your kinds words and support. i think i'll go cry from relief now.

 

[beegee]

that pisses me the hell off. screw them.


LIFT

 

[Salome]

screw them indeed










good thing you quit that shit