Basstrap
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I wasn't sure where to post this. I mostly just need to rant...but I think it probably belongs here
I am drained
I just finished watching Dancer in the Dark by myself. A beautifully depressing film starring Bjork. Seriously...the movie is very very good but mortally deoressing. I can't remember ever crying this hard for any other movie. I just watched Dancer in the Dark
starring Bjork
and I find that when I am in such a state I like to perpetuate the saddness by putting on sad music and thinking about life and lonliness. So I put on Lonesome Tears (Beck)
It feels good to get it all out though...I don't think I've wept like this for a good year.
ahhh...life is so full of different and weird experiences. What an odd existance...it's all so very odd; emotions and music and life...how they all interconnect.
Last night I was very high, I must confess. I was lying on the floor at a friends with my head up against the stereo listening to Sigur Ros (). At that moment the music wasn't making me sad...but I was in a state of bliss.
Then it came to my mind that someday I will feel like this all the time and I won't need to be on anything or drinking anything. Someday life will be like a blissful song.
anyway....I suppose I am in a ranting mood.
later
I am drained
I just finished watching Dancer in the Dark by myself. A beautifully depressing film starring Bjork. Seriously...the movie is very very good but mortally deoressing. I can't remember ever crying this hard for any other movie. I just watched Dancer in the Dark
starring Bjork
and I find that when I am in such a state I like to perpetuate the saddness by putting on sad music and thinking about life and lonliness. So I put on Lonesome Tears (Beck)
It feels good to get it all out though...I don't think I've wept like this for a good year.
ahhh...life is so full of different and weird experiences. What an odd existance...it's all so very odd; emotions and music and life...how they all interconnect.
Last night I was very high, I must confess. I was lying on the floor at a friends with my head up against the stereo listening to Sigur Ros (). At that moment the music wasn't making me sad...but I was in a state of bliss.
Then it came to my mind that someday I will feel like this all the time and I won't need to be on anything or drinking anything. Someday life will be like a blissful song.
anyway....I suppose I am in a ranting mood.
later