starsgoblue
Blue Crack Addict
I'm not typing this out so you can feel bad for me...I am not even sure why I am because I feel really ashamed bout this. All of my friends here blew off my birthday. One by one every single one cancelled thir plans to go out with me tonight....well then there were the ones who just never returned my calls so I assumed they were hiding from me. Even my roomates couldn't be bothered, I was in my room crying and I heard one of them saying, "I don't know what the big deal is with her."
The big deal to me is I love celebrating birthdays with other people. It's honoring them and basically giving the message that, "Hey I'm so happy you're a part of my life and that you were born." So to have everyone do this to me basically makes me feel like I can FOAD for all they care.
The only people that called me today were a couple of my friends back in RI and my mother. None of them are even in a 300 mile radius of me. Basically tonight I have learned I am totally on my own. So I'm sitting here on my birthday evening typing this out. I feel pathetic....clearly I don't have any friends....maybe I should go and post on the other thread on here too....
Sorry to bother you all with my sad and pathetic life.
The big deal to me is I love celebrating birthdays with other people. It's honoring them and basically giving the message that, "Hey I'm so happy you're a part of my life and that you were born." So to have everyone do this to me basically makes me feel like I can FOAD for all they care.
The only people that called me today were a couple of my friends back in RI and my mother. None of them are even in a 300 mile radius of me. Basically tonight I have learned I am totally on my own. So I'm sitting here on my birthday evening typing this out. I feel pathetic....clearly I don't have any friends....maybe I should go and post on the other thread on here too....
Sorry to bother you all with my sad and pathetic life.