Aaaaaaaaaaargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am unbelievably tired with how people treat me at my job!! I have had enough! This is not so much a confession as it is a rant. Sorry all.
I just feel so frustrated. I have been there three years now and I feel so horribly under-appreciated. Everyone's so quick to jump on yer ass for mistakes, but are never there to say hey! good job, when you exceed in your position. No raises, so increase in bonuses, but rather decreases..... I work at a brokerage firm, and well, we all know how well the markets have been going these past couple years.
I realize this is normal, and I know this is crap that I am going to be dealing with the rest of my life, but the thing is, I am not even in my profession yet and just can't wait to get out of this current one. I am way over qualified for this job. Half the people I work with don't even realise how much education I have. They just see where I sit, what I am there to do and that's all. I just need more and I will get more damnit! I am just not good at waiting. I am sure through all this I might not perhaps get things done as quickly or as efficiently as I could sometimes, but my job is so unpredictable and 9x out of 10 I am relying on others in our head office back east! It's hard and I am the that gets yelled at when crap takes too long or doesn't get done properly. I am sick of being a human punching bag, and when the f*uck did I become super computer tech girl?!@?! That's ALLL I do these days.
*Sigh.......................................................................
I just looked at this person today and I could feel my face go all read while he was yelling at me. I argued back and defended my work. He's not even my boss! He has no clue what I do and do not do. I had had enough and just said, I am going home, and left. Walked away. I was done...... 45 minutes over done actually, but perhaps not the most professional way to have left things.
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