My wife has been ill for the good part of the last eight years. She is not able to go out of the house on most days. She has a mental illness that has disabled her and has stopped allowing us to even come close to a normal life or marriage. I wanted to have children so bad and now it's too late, she's 6 years older than me. Part of her illness is that she can't take any medication for this and she obviously can't see any Doctor's on an outpatient basis. We are lucky enough to live where there's a center for mental illness that allows therapists to go have home visits. We have someone come to the house 1-2 times a week and for the most part she let's her in. This has become a very hard situation for me and has effected every part of my life. For the most part I thought I could deal with just about anything but this has become way too much for me to handle. Some days I just don't know what to do.
I pray for a miracle but in my heart I'm losing faith.
Sorry if this post bummed any one out but sometimes I like to just let it out.
I pray for a miracle but in my heart I'm losing faith.
Sorry if this post bummed any one out but sometimes I like to just let it out.