MissVelvetDress_75
Blue Crack Addict
yet again i feel like i am living a life that is different from the rest of my friends. 
i received a voice mail last night on my cell phone from my best friend from college announcing she is pregnant with her first child. i am really happy for her and her husband, but i feel like the gap of common ground between my friends that i grew up with is widening. last night i opted to go to a concert with my cousin vs. dinner with my childhood friends. i am glad i opted for the concert because i had a great time but the problem is that i feel lost in my life.
i almost cried last night during a song because i was thinking about the things i want and the things i have lost touch with. my friends who were out at dinner last night are all married and all have children. it is an odd feeling to loose common ground with 99% of your friends. They claim they haven't changed, but actually we all have. Our goals in life are different.
i rather experience life and culture outside of atlanta, and it is something that they do not want and understand. they don't get my fascination with traveling. i almost feel like a gypsy or something. i told my friend this morning on the phone that i was on verge of crying during our conversation because while she and the rest of my friends are settled in their homes with their husbands and children, I am out partying until 4AM on the weekends, going to concerts or flying across the country to meet friends that I have met online. she told me "don't be sad. you will have a husband and family too." i told her that is not the problem. i mean i want that but that is not what i want right now. i need to get out of here
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i received a voice mail last night on my cell phone from my best friend from college announcing she is pregnant with her first child. i am really happy for her and her husband, but i feel like the gap of common ground between my friends that i grew up with is widening. last night i opted to go to a concert with my cousin vs. dinner with my childhood friends. i am glad i opted for the concert because i had a great time but the problem is that i feel lost in my life.
i almost cried last night during a song because i was thinking about the things i want and the things i have lost touch with. my friends who were out at dinner last night are all married and all have children. it is an odd feeling to loose common ground with 99% of your friends. They claim they haven't changed, but actually we all have. Our goals in life are different.
i rather experience life and culture outside of atlanta, and it is something that they do not want and understand. they don't get my fascination with traveling. i almost feel like a gypsy or something. i told my friend this morning on the phone that i was on verge of crying during our conversation because while she and the rest of my friends are settled in their homes with their husbands and children, I am out partying until 4AM on the weekends, going to concerts or flying across the country to meet friends that I have met online. she told me "don't be sad. you will have a husband and family too." i told her that is not the problem. i mean i want that but that is not what i want right now. i need to get out of here
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It's just really weird. Take all that coupled with my current problems with my other single friends and you've got one confused and weirded out April. 
on my part
drummers 
