Basstrap
ONE love, blood, life
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- Jul 6, 2000
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I hate school!!!!!! ARGGGG!
first when I started I was kinda geared to go, now ALL my drive has dissipated into the air leaving me suspended in some state of apathy. I have to finish what I have started but I have to force myself to get up every morning.
In fact, I'm missing a class right now. I took a quick nap in the afternoon and slept in(its an evening class) and I'm not walking in on the middle of a lecture!!
My life revolves around music. When I'm in school all I want to do is go home and play guitar. Im alwasy continually writing music, its the best way I have to express feelings and to get them out.
I am completely sure that God has put this drive in me, this insatiable love for music. I'm convinced this is one of the few things in life that will make me 100% at peace and content
(I also LOOOVE animals, and would love to work as a vet or zoo keeper and I love space and thinking about its complexities, i.e. Astro physics....but those ships have sailed)
And at any rate...these aforementioned things don't touch my passion for music. Its just everything to me some days.
But here's the irony....or, as I see it sometimes, the big JOKE!:
He has given me this unending drive to make music and has given me the ability to do it YET I am a very shy person and I just don't have what it takes to play in front of people. Not saying that God made me shy but why not give me a little courage or something...thats ALL I ask..I swear...a little courage!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!
first when I started I was kinda geared to go, now ALL my drive has dissipated into the air leaving me suspended in some state of apathy. I have to finish what I have started but I have to force myself to get up every morning.
In fact, I'm missing a class right now. I took a quick nap in the afternoon and slept in(its an evening class) and I'm not walking in on the middle of a lecture!!
My life revolves around music. When I'm in school all I want to do is go home and play guitar. Im alwasy continually writing music, its the best way I have to express feelings and to get them out.
I am completely sure that God has put this drive in me, this insatiable love for music. I'm convinced this is one of the few things in life that will make me 100% at peace and content
(I also LOOOVE animals, and would love to work as a vet or zoo keeper and I love space and thinking about its complexities, i.e. Astro physics....but those ships have sailed)
And at any rate...these aforementioned things don't touch my passion for music. Its just everything to me some days.
But here's the irony....or, as I see it sometimes, the big JOKE!:
He has given me this unending drive to make music and has given me the ability to do it YET I am a very shy person and I just don't have what it takes to play in front of people. Not saying that God made me shy but why not give me a little courage or something...thats ALL I ask..I swear...a little courage!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!