kafrun said:
SG, did you have a naughty thought after seeing the new Adam pics? 
hmy :
New Adam pics?
where?
and I always have naughty thoughts after seeing Adam pics
No, I went to rent a video and there's this guy who works there who I've had an innocent crush on for years now - innocent because 1. He's younger than me 2. he's married
and today he says: (I paraphrase) it says here that you're the only one who can rent on your account now?
to which I say 'yeah, the divorce is final soon - it's just me now'
and he replies: my wife made our separation official today
and I say 'I'm sorry to hear that'
and he makes a face, and I jokingly say 'Or maybe I'm not' and he laughs and says he's more upset about it because of his son :
anyway, basically, we talk about how much divorce sucks for a minute and then as I'm leaving, I blurt out for some reason (and here's the stupid part) 'You have my number, call me if you need someone to talk to'
I really would love to be able to be helpful to him, and to be a friend while he goes through this.... but there is a sort of chemistry which I always viewed as harmless, before...
why would I do that?
maybe he won't call - or we will turn out not to have any real chemistry or nothing in common... stupid stupid stupid
Why is my boyfriend thousands of miles away? it would make this much simpler if he was around here
/rant
It's gettin' late. And y'know I always have fictional inspiration just as I'm dropping off..
yeah, what she said!
I could've had a V8!
