I don't know if this fits in here, but today has been an interesting day...
I got asked out today by a guy (and he gave me flowers) who likes me and I like him back but probably not as much, and seeing it as just a simple, harmless date, I said yes.
But I should have thought about it, considering I go to a school with about 200 kids total and everything goes around... and while I said said yes to a date, everyone thinks we're like an official couple, so I have to clear that up...
And I'm just getting back on good terms w/ my ex-boyfriend, and we're talking again for the first time in a long time, and having real conversations... and we both know we still have feelings for each other, we're both just waiting to see who admits it first... as much as I can hate this guy and as much as we have both hurt each other after we broke up, I still like him a lot, and today he gave me flowers too, but I don't know if it's just a friendship thing, or if he wants a relationship again. And then he heard that I was going out with the other guy, and so he was really quiet and avoided me for the rest of the day. So I told him that I had to talk to him tonight, that it was very important. So I'm going to talk to him later, and I am scared to death of what to say (me, who usually says things without thinking twice).
And I've been asking him lately if he still thinks about me and what he thinks of me, but he's been reluctant to tell me, and now I think he will be even more... what am I supposed to do? I want to tell him that I still care about him a lot and see if he says the same thing, but I don't want to say too much and have the other guy find out and be hurt.... I am so confused, and I have been shaking for a while now....
And all this because of Valentine's Day.
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~*~?~*~ Katie ~*~?~*~
"Now America looks smart and, dare I say it, sexy again." ~ Bono, 2000
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She's imagination