Hey
thanks for the best wishes and concern, but it's really alright. I think Gav and I were a lot more in love with the
idea of one another than the reality. and I haven't actually done anything yet. We just don't talk anymore, don't have anything to say or anything in common. I can't stand the way he drinks (like drinking so much he doesn't remember most of New Years Eve and New years day
) My faith in God has gotten stronger lately and it seems like he's gotten even more against God (he's a Pagan)
He says he's sent me two things in the mail but I haven't received them (one of them he said he sent in early November) and he NEVER calls, it's all on me, I call him every week. he's texted me ONCE in the past three months
the distance between us is just getting further and further.
I figure this baby was meant to be, but that doesn't mean Gav and I are. Hopefully, we'll be able to be good friends and parents to this child - if you pray, I wouldn't mind it if you would throw one in for me, for guidance and strength to make the right move here.
ray: