by the way gals, this morning when I got up I threw up.... I hadn't slept all night, and my belly kept bubbling.... I got up, got in the bathroom to shower and just threw nothing up cause I didn't have anything inside my stomach anymore.... then later I treid to eat a little bit of bread, after only one bite I had enough, drank milk.... and it all came back out...
It's all stress due to the study I chose, so I backed out this afternoon.... It just really wasn't for me, the way they work and all, and I don't seemyself being a physio at all..
when I spoke to my mom, I realised that she and my dad already thought so, and they secretly wanted me to do chemistry cause they know I love that.... that's what I'm signing up for tomorrow, taking my sis with me cause I can't really face it alone now I think... I'm lucky I find this out now and not a week later, cause you can sign up till friday!
I still feel pretty bad tho, barely ate a thing tonight, but I hope I'll be ok after getting some decent sleep for a change... I'll be going to bed around 9pm I think..