U2Mama
Refugee
Insomnia....need to learn how to turn my brain off at night!
Insomnia....need to learn how to turn my brain off at night!
I hate learning today that not only does my 82-year-old aunt in Virginia have cancer, but that her 91-year-old brother also does, apparently the "same kind" of cancer. This is the first instance of cancer in our family, so I guess we'd better be finding out what "kind" it is.
They are the last two of my mother's generation left--when they are gone, we will be "the older generation." I want so much to hug them while I can, but they are 700 miles away.
One of my sister's friends (13yo) died of an asthma attack at 2am this morning.
Fuck.
One of my sister's friends (13yo) died of an asthma attack at 2am this morning.
Fuck.
One of my sister's friends (13yo) died of an asthma attack at 2am this morning.
Fuck.
Insomnia....need to learn how to turn my brain off at night!
I hate learning today that not only does my 82-year-old aunt in Virginia have cancer, but that her 91-year-old brother also does, apparently the "same kind" of cancer. This is the first instance of cancer in our family, so I guess we'd better be finding out what "kind" it is.
They are the last two of my mother's generation left--when they are gone, we will be "the older generation." I want so much to hug them while I can, but they are 700 miles away.
One of my sister's friends (13yo) died of an asthma attack at 2am this morning.
Fuck.
Yes, my diamond shoes are WAY too damned tight.
I hate that my double vision and dizziness is back, yet the doctors insist nothing is wrong. Is it normal to drive with one eye shut???
I hate calling into work for that. It sounds so lame, but I did my morning shift, and it was hard for me to drive home. It comes in waves.
fuck my friends friend is annoying. He's twenty years old and is refusing to stay at home alone because his mum is away...what a fuck head. He asked to stay here, and I was told the answer was no...but he's been here for two nights with no sign of leaving. Does nothing but sit his fat arse on my couch and talk at the top of his voice. No contribution to anything, ever.....
My justice will come when I leave this house, effectively putting my dearest friend on the street....but he's been warned, I can't stand his mates here more than I am. I work part time and do the majority of everything. They sit around all day playing playstation or link their computers together....I get home from work....house stinks, is filthy, dishes and rubbish everywhere...oh well maybe once or twice a week the shit gets cleaned up..into the kitchen which is my cleaning spot..
all as useless as tits on a bull.
ahhhhh, that feels much better.
One of my sister's friends (13yo) died of an asthma attack at 2am this morning.
Fuck.
I hate that Purplereign feels tired and cranky--she's my shining star!