girlhappy
War Child
I have a great opportunity to solve my big problem...but i dont know what to do.The thing is: i was/am in love with my so called friend(we dont have definable relationship actually). I have been suffering so much for months,really.He never answered my text messages, calls....just beacuse i asked him to finally define our relation(always on the edge of something, he brings it back to nothing). The thing is: i was a bit rough telling him that he is a coward and how i want to get away from this sickness. He agreed(about the sickness) and told me that circumstances defining us.
I freaked out and told him:What damn circumstances(meaning: he could see other people, not me, just sending me seducing or SOS text messages. I dont know. That was 3 months from now.
We didnt talk that long. I was very much in pain and had a feeling i am chasing his ghoust. It was terrible .I
I ran into our mutual friend yesterday.She told me something about him. And that was it.I had too much. Always something to remind me...and always that unsolved situation(worst thing in the world i.m.opinion). So, i send him text message again and he answered!(i asked him to meet me). So, we are going to meet these days...and i dont know what to say. I feel so empty and exhausted from all.I was thinking about telling him to close our relation but i know when i see him, feelings are too strong and everything could change.And i dont want to be back in kind of relationship we had. I just dont know.Help me to think of something calm, rational and clever.
I freaked out and told him:What damn circumstances(meaning: he could see other people, not me, just sending me seducing or SOS text messages. I dont know. That was 3 months from now.
We didnt talk that long. I was very much in pain and had a feeling i am chasing his ghoust. It was terrible .I
I ran into our mutual friend yesterday.She told me something about him. And that was it.I had too much. Always something to remind me...and always that unsolved situation(worst thing in the world i.m.opinion). So, i send him text message again and he answered!(i asked him to meet me). So, we are going to meet these days...and i dont know what to say. I feel so empty and exhausted from all.I was thinking about telling him to close our relation but i know when i see him, feelings are too strong and everything could change.And i dont want to be back in kind of relationship we had. I just dont know.Help me to think of something calm, rational and clever.