U2002revolution!
War Child
i wish i was anyone but me, i feel like i'll never make it though life, i'm deathly afraid; grrrr. i hate it so so much i can't explain it.......
i'm 18; this upcoming yr. will be my last of high school (senior yr.) i used to HATE school but i've become fond of my high school yrs. (& who would of thunk it, i'm not a cheerleader or anything like that....thank god. lol.) i'll never see anyone from my yrs. in high school again i'm afraid, and that sucks cause some of 'em (esp. like some of my teachers(and i used to HATE my teachers w/ a passion, not these teachers mind you, teachers from previous schools)) have really helped me out.
i so don't know what to do in the future, i can't see myself becoming anything...i'll live and die alone i'm afraid.
but back to the not knowing what to do for the future, the main reason i posted, i have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA what i want to do, but i was thinking maybe something like the Peace Corps. or something.....anyone know anything about it or anything?
.......i donno i just want something anything to ease my mind *sigh* (and maybe if i start thinking of the future and consider options it'll help) ..............
i'm 18; this upcoming yr. will be my last of high school (senior yr.) i used to HATE school but i've become fond of my high school yrs. (& who would of thunk it, i'm not a cheerleader or anything like that....thank god. lol.) i'll never see anyone from my yrs. in high school again i'm afraid, and that sucks cause some of 'em (esp. like some of my teachers(and i used to HATE my teachers w/ a passion, not these teachers mind you, teachers from previous schools)) have really helped me out.
i so don't know what to do in the future, i can't see myself becoming anything...i'll live and die alone i'm afraid.
but back to the not knowing what to do for the future, the main reason i posted, i have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA what i want to do, but i was thinking maybe something like the Peace Corps. or something.....anyone know anything about it or anything?
.......i donno i just want something anything to ease my mind *sigh* (and maybe if i start thinking of the future and consider options it'll help) ..............