MooMoo!
New Yorker
i go red whenever i talk to anyone i dont usually talk to, whether they be male, female old or young.
i can actually feel my face burn too and no matter how i try to "breathe in...and ouuuuut..." it doesnt help.
also i seem to hate everyone latey, especially men. now thing is, id love to get married one day, but im so cynical about men and im too damn scared to go anywhere near them to even say hello. and i couldnt ask anyone out cos i have a fear of rejection.
will this improve in teh next few years? i mean im 16 and never even had a proper boyfriend for Christs sake! i know some people will say this is normal but EVERYONE i know either has a boyfriend or has been out with someone. and cos i never have a boyfriend people call me a lesbian!! (arseholes ) yep thats how ignorant the people are where i live.
erm. so yea. i dont supose i can be helped, but i felt like a bit of a rant.
i can actually feel my face burn too and no matter how i try to "breathe in...and ouuuuut..." it doesnt help.
also i seem to hate everyone latey, especially men. now thing is, id love to get married one day, but im so cynical about men and im too damn scared to go anywhere near them to even say hello. and i couldnt ask anyone out cos i have a fear of rejection.
will this improve in teh next few years? i mean im 16 and never even had a proper boyfriend for Christs sake! i know some people will say this is normal but EVERYONE i know either has a boyfriend or has been out with someone. and cos i never have a boyfriend people call me a lesbian!! (arseholes ) yep thats how ignorant the people are where i live.
erm. so yea. i dont supose i can be helped, but i felt like a bit of a rant.