LemonMelon
More 5G Than Man
Melbourne will be fine. They know to lock down before things get out of hand. I wish we hadn't forgotten that.
We're back into the strict lockdown in metro Melbourne
listening to Coldplay's Strawberry Swing.
"Punting life to 2022"...isn't that dependent on the development of a vaccine (or other effective treatment)? Sounds like you're not optimistic about the prospects of a vaccine in 2021. I'm holding out hope and have read some promising things about the work.Well, the alternative is a pseudo-lockdown that will probably last the better part of two years and essentially leaving every individual person to their own devices on deciding what to do for money and for social interactions. There are no winners here, but I'd prefer a lockdown that gets people to safety faster than the hell we're experiencing here in America where we're basically punting life to 2022.
Still, that sucks. Hopefully this lockdown is taken seriously and it eradicates the second wave swiftly. And hopefully that seriousness includes health coverage like you've outlined.
Things just got out of hand. This is our second lockdown. The uncertainty is very depressing. And I am extremely concerned about the mental health impacts of another lockdown, particularly one that's been announced to be six weeks long. There's been no official word yet about mental health support, and I am beginning to wonder if the lockdowns are worth a spree of mental health impacts.
That is by far, for me, the worst part of this whole thing, besides deaths (obviously).
Why it became political to listen to health guidelines is beyond me, and it's appallinq.
Coldplay’s Parachutes is a few days away from turning 20 years old. [emoji51]
We have probably the worst system imaginable for managing this. and our total inability to get testing right basically confirms to me that this will not be handled soon. Everyone, even the most cynical capitalists, have an incentive to get testing correct and accurate. That we can't do it means we can't handle even the most basic parts of this."Punting life to 2022"...isn't that dependent on the development of a vaccine (or other effective treatment)? Sounds like you're not optimistic about the prospects of a vaccine in 2021. I'm holding out hope and have read some promising things about the work.
I'm incredibly fortunate in that I'm still employed and still able to pay my rent and bills. So I haven't borne the brunt of this. We're about to evict a record number of people, as it turns out that sending everyone $1200 and dusting your hands off doesn't help solve a pandemic and economic crash. My company's situation is very risky; we are a small business that is built upon in-person meetings. We have been able to transition to some remote things in the short term to keep our head at the water, but the spike in Covid cases is making things worse. If things don't turn around by the end of the year, my company could fold. That anxiety persists and won't stop until there's a real breakthrough on this. Still, that puts me in a better situation than most.I would actually love to hear from you all about what it's actually like living in the US at the moment, wherever you are. I'm really interested to know. We only get an outsider picture of America, and it's hard to know what it's actually like.
I will just say that my off-handed comment about there being no new content was probably among the least of my concerns listed out there. I'm sure there will be new things coming out. We've already seen new music being able to be released. But that's probably pretty far down on the list for me.
As for adapting to adversity, we've built an entire system in this country to keep us from being able to adapt, by making everything about individual choices. We could adapt to adversity if the people in power allowed us to, but they won't, so we won't.
I am a very pessimistic person by nature, but I've truly spent most days feeling simultaneously hopeless and guilty for feeling hopeless since I still have a job. There hasn't really been anything to be happy about in a long time.
As for running, I have found a system that makes me feel less guilty:
1) I do bring a mask out with me, but I am very guilty of chin-strapping it until I see people in the distance. Is this perfect? No. But the odds of infecting someone that you're maintaining social distancing from while running with a mask on are also pretty damn low
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An insight into me: I've never been employed for any extended period of time. My entire adult life has been spent going from one college classroom to another while making weak, pathetic hand waves at trying to find work in my field, whatever that may be at any given time.
Of course, now that I've embraced staying in the classroom for the rest of my life, this time from the other side of the desk, we fall into a pandemic that puts that goal at serious risk. Nobody knows what the hell is going on, let alone is looking to hire a new teacher.
So I dig what Jerry Dunk is saying, in one sense. I'm 29 years old as well and am terrified of wasting yet another year of my life sitting around the house and telling myself I have potential. The truth is that I don't respect myself and part of me wonders if I'll ever be worthy of respect. It's always one thing or another that endlessly protracts my entrance to adulthood. I'm starving to prove myself, but there are few opportunities being afforded to hundreds of thousands of people just like me.
Where we diverge is that I think we get our info from different places. A lot of what I read in the above posts reminds me very much of content I read at the beginning of the pandemic and learned to circumvent for my own sake. Information bubbles are not always a bad thing. I was suicidal in a March and was holding on by a thread; reading Twitter and engaging with worst case scenarios was literally killing me. So I started looking for more positive news sources to keep myself afloat. While not all of those perspectives came to fruition, life is generally not about the bigger picture. It's often about surviving the day.
My habits and routines are starting to become depressingly repetitive and insular. I read forums and coronavirus news/data far too often. I either send out job applications, think about how they're not being responded to, or feel guilty about not sending them. I don't create as much as I should, and when I don't, I make myself feel guilty for not creating. I don't read books for fun anymore, I don't watch movies that often. Everything is locked tightly into a few activities and I'm just not having fun at all anymore. Can I blame the pandemic for that? Partially, but I could be doing so much more to engage with my surroundings.
My big project for this pandemic is not to make something great, or learn to relax (it's been a couple years since the last time I was), or to get a job. It's simply to come out of it hating myself less. I recently read that self-hate can often stem from the negative outlook of parents, and I am a parent now. I refuse to pass my toxicity onto my daughter and that process has already begun, with me at a very low point. There is still plenty of time to turn things around, but it takes a lot of work.
Coldplay’s Parachutes is a few days away from turning 20 years old. [emoji51]
I'm staying in shape basically by putting heavy things into garbage and grocery bags in my living room.
Did Peef just low-key confess to murdering someone and disposing of their body piece by piece??
Thank you. You've "known" me for a long time so I won't quibble over little things you said that my brain is telling me aren't true or too optimistic. What you wrote comes from an honest place and I'll try to be easier on myself in situations I can't control.Couple of things if I may.
The point about "wasting another year" of your life, its definitely OK to give yourself a pass on hat one considering world events. Once a vaccine is deployed and things get back to somewhat normal, then focus on moving forward with things. As you said , your chosen field will be difficult at best to find employment in for the short term, but 6 months or a year from now things will open up. Probably many opportunities.
As for the lack of self respect etc. Just from "knowing" you through this site, there's no reason for that. You have plenty going for you most notably your wife and daughter. And you exhibit intelligence, compassion and plenty of other positive traits.
In a nutshell, you're a good dude, recognize that about yourself.
I've been spending time on r/teachers lately and have heard the same thing there. Late July/early August is when contracts are finalized and some teachers back out around that time. With everything up in the air and the situation very risky for older teachers, it wouldn't shock me to receive an email one day about an interview. I got my name on the district eligibility list for exactly that reason.LM, to your job concerns: I suspect there is going to be a shortage of teachers as the school year approaches given a lot of people will take early retirement, extended leaves, etc when they are forced to stare down the risks of returning to the classroom. It's a damn shame you might have to assume some of that risk to get your foot in the door, but there's a good possibility the opportunity will arise for you.