life can treat you like shit one day,
and love you the next.
why must i feel like shit far more than i feel loved?
it was selfish to believe otherwise
fragments of delusional grandeur
race through my mind
pictures of the person i was
forever destroyed
visions of the man i will be
infinitely unrealized
i was a fool to think things would be different
i was deceiving myself in thinking i was worth more
perhaps it would be better to give up on it all
but the truth is
i don't know what i would do otherwise
and love you the next.
why must i feel like shit far more than i feel loved?
it was selfish to believe otherwise
fragments of delusional grandeur
race through my mind
pictures of the person i was
forever destroyed
visions of the man i will be
infinitely unrealized
i was a fool to think things would be different
i was deceiving myself in thinking i was worth more
perhaps it would be better to give up on it all
but the truth is
i don't know what i would do otherwise