seriously... i live in the shadow of the biggest city in the us, but i can't seem to find that certain person. and when i do find who i think is that person, there's always something stopping it. last serious g/f i had, one that i thought was gonna last a long long time... started seeing someone else while we were both away at our final semester of college... different colleges of course. i met a really cool girl like 2 months ago... turned out she lived in san diego and was only in town for a month. thought i had somethin' goin' a few weeks ago... then the girl throws down the most hated words a man can hear... "blah blah blah my boyfriend blah blah blah." had this great 3 hour conversation the other night with this amazingly beautiful woman (she was 6 years older) while waiting for my friend to get out of work (we were heading to springsteen at shea)... turns out the woman was an escort... oui vey... i needs me some help lol