{paintedroses}
New Yorker
..which determines whether I get in to university or not. I've never been this scared about results before, I keep thinking about opening that envelope and seeing bad grades and having to come home and tell my parents that I haven't got in to uni and them saying "It's alright" but really being disappointed in me. What makes it worse is its my dad's birthday on Thursday too so its gonna be terrible if I get bad results. I can't even remember how well the exams went because as soon as I'd taken them I just tried to block them out of my mind so I didn't have to worry about them. All I can remember is that I didn't revise as much as I probably should have.
I'm still just trying to block it out of my mind and I don't wanna talk to my friends about it cos I'll just feel worse about not studying as hard as I could have. And theres no way I could talk to my parents as they wouldn't be sympathetic at all. This is just such a horrible feeling.
I'm still just trying to block it out of my mind and I don't wanna talk to my friends about it cos I'll just feel worse about not studying as hard as I could have. And theres no way I could talk to my parents as they wouldn't be sympathetic at all. This is just such a horrible feeling.