I tend to fall from one emotional extreme into another. I can be very depressed or sad and the next time I can be totally euphoric and feel really joyful and happy. It just goes up and down like a rollercoaster.
I don't consider myself a particularly happy person. I've always had this feeling of unhappiness inside of me. I'm alone a lot, I think a lot, I have a lot of deep emotions. But I also can enjoy things so much, I can be overwhelmed with joy, I consider myself to be very passionate and enthusiastic about certain things and the childlike enthusiasm that I have is something I hold very dear.
I'm never bitchy, bitter, grumpy or cynical, because I hate that. I almost never show it when I'm really down, I write it down most of the times, but I can function in society very well without showing my feelings. In fact, I cannot stand people that are grumpy or bitter and let their feelings out on other people.
I guess my biggest fear is to have no emotions at all, to be totally indifferent. I know some people who are like that because they're scared of emotions.