U2girl91289
War Child
I didn't have anything going on in school today so I was really able to think about last night's concert-not about whether or not the ending is weird, but about how I felt. I've been really stressed lately and I just let go. I did when I went in Philly in May, but I really let go last night, maybe because I was sitting alone so I didn't have to worry about anyone I know judging me but God, I was just so happy. It's like U2 was my cure and I just needed to be at a concert, to feel like I had a connection with Bono when he faced my direction. I can't describe it, but I know that I don't feel that way at any other band's concert. It's a kind of infinity- like he said last night, like we're never going to die.
Today I was very mellow and sleepy and sad because the concert was over. I feel satisfied, but not as whole as I did last night. It's like last night I was myself and Bono healed me and now I want to feel that power, that individuality yet unity within a group, that I only feel at a U2 concert. I keep reliving last night in my head, not necessarily the entire song order- I'll never remember the entire tracklist or anything like that, but moments keep coming back to me- Bono's tenor moments, the entire crowd jumping when they turned the lights on in COBL, the Streets explosion, Bono looking straight up in my direction and it was like there was nothing between us and I just felt so damn happy. And now I want that back- I'm addicted to that omnipresent joy at a U2 concert. I'm homesick for a feeling that I can't explain.
I'd say that this was my sleep deprivation talking, but I felt this way the entire day, the entire week acually, after my first U2 concert in May.
Today I was very mellow and sleepy and sad because the concert was over. I feel satisfied, but not as whole as I did last night. It's like last night I was myself and Bono healed me and now I want to feel that power, that individuality yet unity within a group, that I only feel at a U2 concert. I keep reliving last night in my head, not necessarily the entire song order- I'll never remember the entire tracklist or anything like that, but moments keep coming back to me- Bono's tenor moments, the entire crowd jumping when they turned the lights on in COBL, the Streets explosion, Bono looking straight up in my direction and it was like there was nothing between us and I just felt so damn happy. And now I want that back- I'm addicted to that omnipresent joy at a U2 concert. I'm homesick for a feeling that I can't explain.
I'd say that this was my sleep deprivation talking, but I felt this way the entire day, the entire week acually, after my first U2 concert in May.
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