Carek1230
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13 years ago today. It's weird, isn't it how the pain and the void seems to dissipate as the years pass, but that we don't forget. Every year for several days in August I am in a strange frame of mind, contemplative really. I think about what several of the dates held as far as memories. Yesterday I was talking to my mom and she mentioned that it had been 13 years and where did the time go since my dad died. I then realized I didn't feel as sad as I normally have. I woke up this morning feeling that dismal sad empty feeling though and it's been with me all day. I am pampering myself today, and letting the memories flow through my heart and my mind. No tears but I think I am feeling better. I've just been thinking how weird it is how these things happen to us on anniversaries of days we lost loved ones.