onebloodonelife
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Alright, so, Friday night a couple friends and I went over to another friends' apartment. We proceeded to get drunk and smoke some weed. The friend who lives in the apartment is the brother of a good friend of mine, but we're all really good friends. I've had inklings of feelings for this guy for a couple years now, but never acted on them because he's my friend's brother. But, Friday night, we started cuddling on the couch, which turned into kissing, which led to the bedroom and you get the idea. (This all happened after my other friends had left, so I wasn't the horrible friend getting busy with other friends in the same room.)
Now, by the time we got to the bedroom, I certainly wasn't that out of it, and I don't think he was either. Afterwards, we decided that we'd talk about what this all means later, when we were completely sober. But, he kept telling me that he'd liked me for so long, but hadn't done anything because of his sister, etc.
Then, Saturday night, we were texting a bit, I was drunk, he was at work, and he was definitely sending signals that he didn't want to do anything about this, and that we'd talk about it after finals week, which is three weeks from now.
The problem is that: 1. I don't like being played around with, and that alone pisses me off to no end, and 2. Because we are good friends, and his sister and I are friends, I don't want to be awkward around him or her, which would just suck massively.
I just don't know what to do. I'm fine with just being friends again, but my biggest worry is the awkwardness. And, I think leaving it up in the air for weeks is a bit much. I can understand leaving it for a little bit, to let both of us sort it out in our heads, then come together to get everything straight, but three weeks is a little torturous.
Now, by the time we got to the bedroom, I certainly wasn't that out of it, and I don't think he was either. Afterwards, we decided that we'd talk about what this all means later, when we were completely sober. But, he kept telling me that he'd liked me for so long, but hadn't done anything because of his sister, etc.
Then, Saturday night, we were texting a bit, I was drunk, he was at work, and he was definitely sending signals that he didn't want to do anything about this, and that we'd talk about it after finals week, which is three weeks from now.
The problem is that: 1. I don't like being played around with, and that alone pisses me off to no end, and 2. Because we are good friends, and his sister and I are friends, I don't want to be awkward around him or her, which would just suck massively.
I just don't know what to do. I'm fine with just being friends again, but my biggest worry is the awkwardness. And, I think leaving it up in the air for weeks is a bit much. I can understand leaving it for a little bit, to let both of us sort it out in our heads, then come together to get everything straight, but three weeks is a little torturous.