Oh. Well.
I think most of my quips here would be deeply unproductive.
And that's all I have at the moment, quips. I guess cynicism too.
I'm fine.
is seroquel an ssri? I sometimes get super anxious that drinking alcohol and taking seroquel is destroying my liver and i'm wiping 10 years off my life.
don't tell me if i am. at least not tonight cos then i'll think i'm gonna die in my sleep
I was told just a couple of days ago by a South Australian that literally nobody drinks West End!
But then she's about as close as you can get to a South Australian nationalist, I think.
Nah, go for it; if I'm at the point where I can talk about this publicly, it's okay to quip about it.
But yeah, my sense of humour has been broken for most of the year, so I know how you feel.
It's totally true - I mean, I'm only drinking this because of a mistake!
The only people I've known who've drank it regularly have been cheapskate art students with a taste for irony, even then, most tend to dish out slightly more for something even remotely palatable.
My sense of humour has got really fucking dark of late. I guess the combination of thinking people in general are fuckwits combined with teaching genocide gets to you after a while.
But hey apparently everybody thinks I'm this well adjusted cheerful productive guy who likes a beer.
SSRIs and alcohol do not play nicely together.
In my second week, I said to someone that "I'm so bored that I want to put a revolver in my mouth", forgetting that ordinary people don't talk like that.
He has a PhD, though, so he totally got what I meant.
(Being exposed to horrible violence on a regular basis does do a number on your mental health, I found.)
I've taken Citalopram for as long as I've been drinking, my doctors have never said anything to imply I shouldn't drink at all, but I do wonder what sort of effect it could have when I'm older. Kind of hate to think.
I have 2 and a half semesters until I graduate. Excitement/uncertainty.
I have 2 and a half semesters until I graduate. Excitement/uncertainty.
I'm actually slightly concerned how flippant I am now about mass violence. Like, it's just another thing I study, no more or less horrifying than the other projects I'm involved in.
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I FEARED IN UNDERGRAD WHEN I WALKED AWAY FROM GENOCIDE STUDIES.
I'm not even joking. Caps not used for ironic effect.
Are you having fun at uni so far?
Put your feet up and fucking relax for the next year.
You can turn in the most turgid shit and pass, I promise.
I guess the combination of thinking people in general are fuckwits
There's a part of this that is tempting for me, but I'm in a field where I'd want to push hard creatively to get noticed.
Truer words.
It's been good, to the point that I think I enjoy the actual semester more so than the holidays. Shocking, I know!
You OK out there mate?
Oh yeah. My own personal pride prohibited me from turning in crap (and I guess still does). But speaking as a marker, you would be horrified not just by what we pass, but by what we give fairly decent marks. Nowadays I don't know why I ever worried about a thing in undergrad.
Yeah I'm fine, really just agreeing with your statement
That's good! Don't freak out about graduating to the point where you stop having fun - everything will sort itself out in some way.
I'm actually slightly concerned how flippant I am now about mass violence. Like, it's just another thing I study, no more or less horrifying than the other projects I'm involved in.
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I FEARED IN UNDERGRAD WHEN I WALKED AWAY FROM GENOCIDE STUDIES.
I'm not even joking. Caps not used for ironic effect.
I sympathise with that, I just can't really bring myself to half ass an assessment task, hell, I get disappointed with anything below a distinction because I set myself high standards for just about everything.
On the second point, of course markers differ, but I always find they don't just throw out high marks for any old studio assignment. I suppose it works somewhat differently if it's just an essay rather than a body of work that includes numerous components.