Dr_Macphisto
War Child
...it really has. Ever since New Years, nothing exciting has happened, and I feel like I have fallen out of the loop with my friends (i.e. it feels like they aren't even my friends at all and could care less about me). Sometimes it just kinda feels like i am being used by everyone so they can hang out with my "cooler" older brother. To top it off, my 2.5 year relationship ended last October, so that makes me even more lonely. I just started at a new college, and since i am the "new guy" no one seems to want to reach out to me and befriend me (i assume b/c they feel safe, already having friends and all).
I am just overly dissapointed and depressed with life right now. Can anyone think of any real, hard-hitting advice? I wish I could just wipe all the shit from the last year clean and really make something of my self, but it all just seems so overwhelming. I need to do something to get a feeling of self-worth, and worrying about whether my friends like me or not doesn't seem to be the ticket. Should I not worry about being fitting in? Are friends even really necessary to be happy?
Someone help me out here... I am obviously quite a deranged young man.
I am just overly dissapointed and depressed with life right now. Can anyone think of any real, hard-hitting advice? I wish I could just wipe all the shit from the last year clean and really make something of my self, but it all just seems so overwhelming. I need to do something to get a feeling of self-worth, and worrying about whether my friends like me or not doesn't seem to be the ticket. Should I not worry about being fitting in? Are friends even really necessary to be happy?
Someone help me out here... I am obviously quite a deranged young man.