Muggsy
Refugee
I met this guy in the illustration workshop... and I think he's really great, we started to date some weeks ago and he seems to like me too, we do the usual stuff: go to the movies, stay together at the parties, watch tv.
a pic of him (yeah... i can't help it hope that he never find it out )
so.. the thing is... that sometimes, i can't believe I'm dating with him... I mean, I had been in so awful situations (related with men) this year that I don't believe that something good can happen to me right know, even less meeting a person like him. I can't help to feel that I'm not enough for him, I know him since college and now he's only 25 and he's already a well known illustrator (he draws a lot... he's amazing, and I'm not the only one who thinks that), he teaches in a private college, he lives alone and he runs his own agency with some friends, and he still has time to go to parties and have a good time. you may think that a guy like him would be a snob, but he's so funny, so warm, and is so easy to talk with him about anything... he has many friends, and I feel proud of being one of them and date with him. Sometimes, when we are drawing in the workshop I get embarrased when he wants to see what i'm doing , cuz i think that i'm not good enough and I don't believe him when he says that he likes my drawings ...
I'm a really shy person and I don't know why he wants to date a girl like me if he is so open and independent, there's a lot of girls with good jobs and their own places and he's with the one who still lives with her parents with a lousy job. I feel lucky, but at the same time I feel nervous cuz I don't know if I'm good enough for him ("what if he realizes that??")
i'm just starting my career and looking for a good job, and I want to show to the people I care (and love) that I worth it, that i'm a talented person and that they can fell proud me as I feel proud of them.
a pic of him (yeah... i can't help it hope that he never find it out )
so.. the thing is... that sometimes, i can't believe I'm dating with him... I mean, I had been in so awful situations (related with men) this year that I don't believe that something good can happen to me right know, even less meeting a person like him. I can't help to feel that I'm not enough for him, I know him since college and now he's only 25 and he's already a well known illustrator (he draws a lot... he's amazing, and I'm not the only one who thinks that), he teaches in a private college, he lives alone and he runs his own agency with some friends, and he still has time to go to parties and have a good time. you may think that a guy like him would be a snob, but he's so funny, so warm, and is so easy to talk with him about anything... he has many friends, and I feel proud of being one of them and date with him. Sometimes, when we are drawing in the workshop I get embarrased when he wants to see what i'm doing , cuz i think that i'm not good enough and I don't believe him when he says that he likes my drawings ...
I'm a really shy person and I don't know why he wants to date a girl like me if he is so open and independent, there's a lot of girls with good jobs and their own places and he's with the one who still lives with her parents with a lousy job. I feel lucky, but at the same time I feel nervous cuz I don't know if I'm good enough for him ("what if he realizes that??")
i'm just starting my career and looking for a good job, and I want to show to the people I care (and love) that I worth it, that i'm a talented person and that they can fell proud me as I feel proud of them.