iI cannot express how much your support has been to me. I feel your prayers. Suddenly yesterday all the sudden I felt so damn happy!! I know that sounds horrid but I am in a home with my sister who i am sooooo close to and so wanted. We hung out last night watched some U2 Concerts....I danced with Jarrett my 7 year old nephew and suddenly felt like I had awoke from a long slumber.
That said, I have never wanted to hurt another living thing. I am not going back and I think he has realised that (I think he expected me to call crying to come home) I know now he is very very sad and depressed. I really hurt for him. But I always told him when he would tell me to "file for divorce"..."Geoff I am Irish and if i ever walk out of here I WILL NOT BE BACK. i DON'T PLAY GAMES..." so I feel sad my happiness is at his expense even though he brought it on himself....I know him and he is very very sad and depressed but I guess we all make our choices.....Susan
He now realizes he lost the best thing that ever happened to him! I feel sad for him.