Laura M
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If anyone says anything nice to me I disregard it I don't like compliments. They make me feel really uncomfortable. Then I complain nobody ever says anything nice about me and I just got a message from my friend telling me he thinks Im brilliant and gorgeous and intelligent and wonderful and I told him to shut up
And yeah thats another problem right there, all my friends are boys, at university I go to lunch with a different guy/ group of guys everyday. Now I am afraid they jsut see me as one of the "lads" (hate the word lad ) Okay actually I have made some girl friends too but there are 3 boys in all my french classes and I have got their numbers and I have made friends with practically all the other guys on the course. I dont want to be a tomboy but I dont want to be girlie either
And I really like one of the boys too - he asked me to meet him outsdie our lecture room and then said he couldnt meet me unless he had my number so asked for my number - I thought he liked me but he has a girlfriend She lives far away though so im hoping they might break up How mean am I? Hes really nice though hes very shy and quiet (not a bit like me loud and talkative) and he gets me all the worksheets at the beginning of lectures and gets lunch with me and carries my tray and all - hes not a freak like the other guys who ask me out.
I am just whining and being selfish. I apologise.
And yeah thats another problem right there, all my friends are boys, at university I go to lunch with a different guy/ group of guys everyday. Now I am afraid they jsut see me as one of the "lads" (hate the word lad ) Okay actually I have made some girl friends too but there are 3 boys in all my french classes and I have got their numbers and I have made friends with practically all the other guys on the course. I dont want to be a tomboy but I dont want to be girlie either
And I really like one of the boys too - he asked me to meet him outsdie our lecture room and then said he couldnt meet me unless he had my number so asked for my number - I thought he liked me but he has a girlfriend She lives far away though so im hoping they might break up How mean am I? Hes really nice though hes very shy and quiet (not a bit like me loud and talkative) and he gets me all the worksheets at the beginning of lectures and gets lunch with me and carries my tray and all - hes not a freak like the other guys who ask me out.
I am just whining and being selfish. I apologise.
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