Things From My Head

[FelipeVox]

1.

He was a murderer
He likes killing my sons
When I let ?em out
"Let them breath" I said
Stop killing my thoughts
Sure that I hate you
Sure that I hate you

My mirror is not enough
Your bullet, your strenght
I can?t stop it
"I?m just killing your bullets", he said
But I don?t have gun
I do have a mouth but
I don?t have a gun
Sure that I hate you
Sure that I hate you

Raise your hands
They will fall
It?s your strenght
Against me
And I don?t have gun

But something
I want it
Killing you
That makes me you
So cruel

And then in the golden jaws
She said "I?ll give you my warm bell
Yes I?ll give it to the king"
And I died again
And I said again
"She deserves him
And he deserves her"
But God knows I want her
Like a wolf in that story
Saying "I don?t want it"
But he didn?t really mean it

I tried but there was nothing I could do
And I?m still sure that I hate you

 

[FelipeVox]

2.

Don?t you hate
When we say "someday"?
Time teaches me
Someday is never
I said when we say someday
We?re saying never

Someday, somehow, I will
Someday, somehow, somewhere
Some bla bla bla
We will not
That?s so full of shit

It?s in me
Someday?s in me
My best friend
He gives me hope when I?m in need
But Never knows Someday?s his brother

And we try
And we try to make it now
But only time makes it up as we go along

My life and the wind
The time and the wind
The wind is blowing...
And I know the wind can change
Someday
Because the wind?s Someday is not Never
It?s truth

And I?m hanging on
I?m hanging on to the seasons
Hanging on to the time
And flowers and stars...
That?s a good idea

 

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3.

Under the blackest skies
In the coldest city
You?re my only star

I can see your face
In my every tear
In my every night

Under the blackest skies
You paint the dark
Pain the dark with stars

And then you?re my sky
And then you?re my sea
Let me drown in you
Let me in

The stars are bright tonight
I?m glad you?re on my side
I would give my life for this moment
Only in dreams...

All I want is to build a bridge
Take me to the sky,
Show me how to build a bridge
Going to the clouds
Going to my dreams
Dancing in the streets
Dancing in the clouds
Out of these blues
I?ll follow you

 

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4.

Carolina, I?ve been hangin? round since you left me
Carolina, I didn?t want to see he let you down
Tell my why do you think it?s is beautiful?
To the see the one you love
Dying? in needles and fogs?

Carolina, you know I can?t understand
Carolina, he?s not the same as me
Tell me why do you like the poison
Look at you now
I said he?d let you down

And maybe you like the strenght
But his strenght is wickness
And you?re so innocent
Won?t you regret?

Carolina, won?t you come back to my arms?
Carolina, you can stop crying now
Tell me why do you love what?s wrong?
I?ve been waiting in the line
Waiting for him to die

And maybe you like the strenght
But his strenght is wickness
And you?re so innocent
Won?t you regret?

Carolina this is not freedom
Carolina it?s only death
I said it?s only death
And you?re so innocent
And maybe you like the strenght
But his strenght is wickness
And you?re so innocent
Won?t you regret?
I can?t hate you
Won?t you come back to my arms?

 

[FelipeVox]

5.

"My Wasted Years"

I don?t want to love anybody
Because I know what?s gonna happen
At least I know that their love is fake
Their love is not what we were thinking of
I know they can?t choose
I know they can?t

Listen to please
Listen to do you feel loved
COS I KNOW SHE WANTS THE FAME
She wants to be a fucked famous girl

But I was a fool to believe in love
My wasted years
Just to live one day with you
But I was a fool to believe in love
My wasted years
What that girl said is true

"We throw our lives away for one happy day..."

I waited so much
I thought she would love me
But they?ll only love you with anorexia
I really thought she would love me
Damn bastards
Do you think what they?ll say is that important?
I really thought she would come
with CHERRY BLOSSOMS
Can you believe that?

Do I have to be a mountain
My wasted years
Just to live one day with you

Yeah I know I might be wrong
Cos I remember when Catarina said
"Your gun must be dead"
I know it wasn?t
But I wasn?t the mountain
And I didn?t want to run
Only waiting, waiting
I thought she would come
In my bright days
Bright eyes and hope
Why, why, why
I know I could love her
But
Now it doesn?t matter
No it doesn?t matter
I won?t understand
Does it matter?
Number on papers
Written by old fat women
Does it matter?
No number and bags
Maybe
Does it matter?
Wasted years
Do you think it?s fair?
It?s not fair
Wasted years

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"These Days"

What am I doing here?
I should be living there
Maybe I like
Killing myself
Would I run away?
In my dream I see the light in the dark
Would I run away?
Sure I wouldn?t
But tell me
What am I doing here?
People are drowning in mists
But they are glad with it
Flutes in bells
What a wonderful song
I want to sing that song
But you know what lies here
I got 10 cars for the teacher
No one for me
And clocks and clocks
The day?s going away
But tell me
What am I doing here?
Waiting for tomorrow?
Remembering yesterday?
Yeah that?s what I do
But I want to understand these things...
A woman told me it?s wrong
Wonderful, something wrong
Now you can love me Fern
More than you think I am, girl
More than you think I am, girl
What am I doing here?
I know
Losing time
Hiding behind words
That don?t belong
To where I belong

I could live there
I could do
that thing I want
But you know
Juliana don?t love me
Juliana won?t love me
I don?t use to go to the club
Do you want me to take your drugs?
You know what that guy will say to me
If I go to Flu

But God, there must be somebody
In my world
There must be
Somewhere
There must be
If I forget that girl
I know what I?m doing here
I know what I must do
Trust myself
Be like that, be like that
I can?t be like that
Or maybe I can

But God, there must be something
Here
Yeah there is
I know Bruno?s gone
He?s gone forever
Well I must be really paranoid
My father in my head
Is telling me now
"Wait with your gun
So you can kill them all"
And these things I learn
Be like that monkey boy
Well I?ll try...
But you can rest by now
In december
Burn your house and
keep
keep being yourself
keep keep being yourself
I know what I?m doing here
lost maybe not
tomorrow?s a new day
tomorrow?s a new day

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"Whatever"

Whatever
I don?t know the future
I said, whatever
Just breathe now
"Nobody will give me that gift"
This is so full of shit
You know you?ll go to that city
Or one day, you?ll have to go
With that february guy
And so
I don?t know the future
So the woman?s right
That woman in that TV show
She said
"I don?t know the future"
And now I will
Have my red ribbons
Think tomorrow you?ll be dead
Maybe you?ll wake up
Whatever
And so
I don?t know the future
Find the way somehow
Cos Kurt found his girl
And Michael?s dead now

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"Unwanted Things"

And I say I want
What I DON?T want
Because they ask me
To want it
I suffer... for
What I DON?T want
Cos sometimes I can?t reach it
And I want to want it,
But I DON?T want it
Unwanted thing in my blood
And I can have it
But I DON?T want it
Things could have been easier
But I?ll keep being in the dark
Wanting what I don?t want
You must think I?m crazy
But she?s the new fever
But don?t you hate
That ice cream
That chocolate
That bitch singing in Scotland
Last month
That movie and finally
That dress in paths of Italy
And that black hole
From which that songs have come
To the heads of golden guys
Who would even drown in their own money
And they like what?s wrong!
It?s running in the world
Girls that use their tongues
I can see green things on their lips
It?s running in the world
Don?t you think it?s cruel?

Black guys are fool
Singing to the white ones
They?re on the otherside
Tell me where they?ve gone

Somethings you have to hide
Somethings you have to OWE
When you drown in your mother?s swimming pool
Maybe girls are fashion too
I?m sure you know what I mean
Many there know some things
Heart in chains
Hand in glove
Past years
I?m sure you know what I mean

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"Swimming Pool"
I?ll go to that swimming pool
Not my mother?s swimming pool
(It?s in her heart)
It?s just a beach in Vera?s house
(It?s in her house)
And I wonder
And I wonder
Cos that girl must be beautiful
I?m not afraid of falling in love
But maybe I got to kiss her
So hard
So hard
And when I meet the february guy
I?ll kiss that other girl
Said I?m sure
But I wonder
But I wonder
Cos that girl must be beautiful
And my house?s still too big for her
But I?ll go there
I?ll go to burn it down
There will be nothing to fear there
There will be nothing to fear
Breaking through
To be born again
You don?t need to kiss her
If you don?t want it
I know what you want
Say you catch her
You can say
Cos they?ll say
You can lie
Cos they?ll lie
But a lie?s nothing but a lie
Don?t you want to kiss her?
So hard
But that famous man was in the same trouble
That famous man
And the other and the other
And I know what the doctor said
And if you leave behind all that Thom?s been saying
You?ll find your way
At your, mine most beautiful
Don?t take my picture yet
I won?t wait anymore
Cos mom?s by my side
Mom?s by my side

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"These seasons"
It?s kinda funny
These seasons in my heart
I could talk about wasted years
I could say I wanna die
Wasted time
It?s a lie if you say I?m nothing without their songs
It?s a lie
Cos Barbara?s by my side
Cos I go to the restaurant
And my prime agrees with me
When I say some girls
Were born to be eaten
And then
Thrown away in the bean
It?s kinda funny
These seasons
Tomorrow I?ll be crying
But now
I can smile
It?s kinda funny
These seasons
They?ll always change my mind

Life is a great teacher
But don?t say it?s eating my life
I got a few friends and time
To go so high
It?s kinda funny
These seasons
Michael?s helping me
And he?s in the same trouble
And if he?s glad
So am I

Tomorrow I?ll be crying
But now
I can smile
It?s kinda funny
These seasons
They?ll always change my mind
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"Tide"
He?s gone forever
The tide is turning ?round
What a brilliant thing
And a beautiful moment
Cos happy things, I say only a few times
And there will be people coming
Coming to my school
Cos the other castle?s down
And I don?t mind if there will be devils
Angels can always hang around
But Pedro will be here
But I?m sure said I?m sure he?s gonna die
Something?s telling me
And I don?t care if bitches prefer the thiefs
Cos they are only pieces of meat

And now I know now
that everyday can be a bad day
Or a good day
Cos when Jesus Christ was buried alive
Yeah even 2000 years ago
Jesus was buried alive
But the sun can shine
In China

 

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6.

"Charlie?s Dogs"
When I come around
The dog of Charlie Brown
They will follow him
And he makes a golden sea
Where he swims and swims
Where he laughs and laughs
Yeah it?s funny
Charlie?s dog
He was better behind the glass

Cos now he says
Hail to the thief
Doesn?t that makes him Bush?
Black and white dogs
They?re all the same
The dog of Charlie Brown
They will follow
And that money
And that scars
And all that shit
The way they are

And I can understand
He was born in a sea of shit
And now he made a sea of gold
That?s right
But do you think he?s only talking?
Do you think his words became his gold?
That?s wrong
I knew a boy who told me
He?s a horrible murderer
That?s right
So wrong
Lifes and gold

Cos now he says
Hail to the thief
Doesn?t that makes him Bush?
Black and white dogs
They?re all the same
The dog of Charlie Brown
They will follow
And that money
And that scars
And all that shit
The way they are

your freedom is slavery
your peace is war
your happiness is killing me

Why are you following
Aren?t you the heavy guy?
Aren?t you wiser than the wises?
Why are you following
Charlie?s dog
Drowning in a marshall
And dollars and cents, how many?
50? Strike your deal, you bastard
You?re becoming a monster
And all that shit
The way they are

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"Dreamers"
Don?t get me wrong
I am a dreamer too
Like John was
But something rules.... here

John was wrong
John?s out of time
John used to be
A friend of mine

I only believe
In a few things
I sure believe
In my own peace

Do you think white flags can be
In every place of a world full of shit?
John said to imagine it... not that hard
But tell me if we can make it with that bastards

Easy to imagine
White world
Can you make it?
Only words

"Make all the people
Easy if you try"
He said, I know
to imagine, so high

So we are all dreamers, cos it?s easy to dream
But it?s not easy to make it be reality
I say white flags could rule if we kill our pride
Tell me if we can make it with that bastards

Paul I agree
We need peace on earth
That?s what I really want
That?s all I ask for

Some people
Must not be here
Some people
Can it be real?

And I try but I will try
Cos I?m John too, but
Tell me why only in war we can be as one
We always fight for the apple
We can?t divide it
We will fight
That?s why I only believe
In a few things
In my own peace
Far from here
Until they kill the pride
Until they kill the ego
People don?t know God?s laws
That?s why he?s sleeps
People won?t agree
But I believe
In my own peace
Far from here
We can?t have peace
But I can
And you can
But we can?t

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"Memories"

I sat in the middle of the bus
not the back of the bus
not the front of the bus
Once I sat
in the back of the bus
But they kick me off
Cos my house was too big
I was too smart for them
But smart don?t get a attention
What makes you cool is
a pretty face
wrong things
orange chest
and wet lips

now I think it?s funny
these cool people
Cos Virginia was pregnant
And Bruno couldn?t smoke
Bruno?s mom was a damn loser
And I could
And I did

And they told me
What the fuck
What are you doing with this cigarette
Unbelieavable
When you crucify yourself for mommy
And I said
Fuck you
Cos I like that beach
Cos I want the fog
Cos I like the sun
Yeah the fog
What a nice thing
Maybe you?ll drown in it
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"Kill the Doctor"

He said "your life will change man"
Hi little alien
Have you ever sucked a lemon
Or do you want to surrender for demons

Kill the doctor
He thinks he knows so much
Where?s
Where?s her wet little rose
Where?s
Whe?re the girl zone

He said "I can cure you"
And I said
Don?t try to fix me I?m not broken
I?m not broken

Kill the doctor
Always
Always kill the doctor
I get angry sometimes
Holes in my spirit
Where?s the sport
Fuck the Olympic Games
Do you think there are no drugs there?
Do you really think?
Fuck the TV shows
Fuck the surgery
Fuck the hot girls
Wake up dead man
You look like Jesus
Do you think there is no poison?
I use to hide
But sometimes you have to be brash

Kill the doctor
He thinks he knows so much
Where?s
Where?s her wet little rose
Where?s
Whe?re the girl zone

But where is the thing in me
That want this
Kill the doctor
He thinks he knows so much
Where?s
Where?s her wet little rose
Where?s
Whe?re the girl zone

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"Countryside"

I want to hug a rock
The whispers have gone
Momma will die
But I guess daddy was the same
Remember this thing
Tell me dactor
But I killed him
But I know
Said I?m know
The secret
Be the rock
Not because the TV said
But because light likes dark
and everyboy?s like that
if you are, so am I
Difficult to burn the house
but I have to go to RIVER
said I have to go there
And I know those guys
And they?re rock
But where are the girls
And if they rock you don?t know
never touch
never touch but
Rock inside
Rock inside
Let me
Rock inside
Countryside
Southern side
Let me in
Hidden side
Void side
Countryside
A friend of mine
I won?t supply
I won?t supply
Countryside
Countryside
High balls suck
Countryside
City balls suck
Countryside
Rock inside countryside
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"the last place"

All is quiet
There is no sound here
It?s white
I?ll trying to find
The last hope that I can find
The last place in my heart

I?m saying that I want to fly
But tell me where are my wings
And I?ll really go to the last place
To see if I can feel the sun on my face
And now I?m just having thoughts
And now I?m just trying to kill the doubts
But if I meet the redhead GIRL
Said if I meet the redhead GIRL
I know I still can cos I ate that video
I said I sure can tough
My heart has been in chains for a longe time
But animals and boys start to rhyme
And I?ll leave it behind
Cos I can?t live with someone who kills my heart
I?m not that masochist
Said I?m not
Said I sure can
last place
last place