maybe when you're feeling a little stronger Laura you could tell us one of your favourite memories of him . . . your favourite story or something about him . . . we're all here to listen and support you angel in whatever way we can
Many to you and your family, Laura. This is very rough stuff. Everyone grieves in his/her own time, and own way--there is no "correct" way or time period. (I still miss my mom *very much*, and she's been gone for almost nine years.) Just remember: Sorrow doesn't last forever, but love does.