a sort of dumb/duh ? 4 u Seabird and one last consideration
hi SB,
here's the duh questoin.... the 'background'
I more often that not get to the internet cafe here in NYC somewhen between 9PM - even as late as 11PM {they close at 1AM} on occasion. This means I'm going in & out of stages of alet to less than alert. But I usually #don't imagine things people said #etc. This is especially so when I almost immediately start to think up a reply to a person in my mind, but won't complete the thots or have time to post back a more than short reply to that person that night.
SO did I imagine {it 's not totally out of the question my first time here, if I was in a more drowsy state
} that you actually wrote a more detailed description of what happened to you in 2001 in that oh-too-painful-really-near-miss. If so Where.
I just went through all the pages in this thread and couldn't find it. I rechecked my own new thread and it wasn't thre either.
I knowyou might think I'm harping on this but....what I 'thought' I read by you in real detail was ##quite close to my own last experience##! I was like whaaaa??!! when I {thot} I read yours.
I haven't posted it yet because it is the last one {so far,I hope}, and it's the longest one to tell. I have a few short others first to finish up.
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now, good {and trying so hard in the past} pleaban, for your further consideration......
My own feelings about meeting Bono are very similar to yours.
I probably started wanting to meet him, oh maybe 2-3years after you...around ?83/84. But I became very interested in the **band's approach to their music and performance from a pre-USA tour '80 interview in New York Rocker that ran later in may '81.
Had that interview been run in late 80, I might even have had the chance to look out for them at the places they ended up playing in NYC- Irving Plaza & the Mud Club back then. Places I'd aleady had been to since ?late '70's! But it didn't happen like that. The only other chance I had to see them upclose in '83 I had to forfeit for a kind of "if you don't show up we're not going to take you seriously" type "obligation' [not workor family related, but important at the time] I could have had the nerve to follow my r&r heart and taken the chance but didn't.
I want it to be personal [even in a bunch of fans] in that we see each other AND ***exchange some manner of words***, like you said {he knows}"it's me". Even if it's just a few words. It's my words to him and his words back to me . [or visa versa]
But *also for me*, I would have loved to have been able to complete in time a pakage to have sent to Em, before she left for France. Alot of other circumstances took some of that extra time away from me iinorder for me to 'do it right".
But it would have had a bunch of things some art & also interesting punk/new wave gifts {photos I took} for them from 'back in the day' in NYC that I thought they might enjoy. A letter to them in general, and some special notes to Bono & the Edge.
That experience of them at least getting something of myself word and my creative gifts would have been the second best thing.
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now the place is closing in 5 mins and don't have the time to tell you why I think you really should take the chance again.
so don't cha 'ignore' me
when i come back tomorrow {I hope} and tell you why.
anyway, I hope you will read it.