KristenCaNaDiAn
Blue Crack Addict
I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers LU
Thank you
I hope it's getting better. I'm seeing my therapist on a regular basis and I'm going to see my doctor again on Thursday, so I hope there will be some way out. I was feeling so much better a couple of weeks ago, but it has been getting worse for some time now again and sometimes I really feel like I'm going crazy I cannot even work properly because I cannot concentrate and make all kinds of mistake, and I'm really slow and everything seems just like an enormous effort for me, even the smallest things. The worst thing is I could cry all the time. And I cannot sleep properly, especially in the morning, which is horrible, because you just lay in bed an have all kinds of bad thoughts
I really love this forum and I think U2 really help me when I'm down, but sometimes it's just all too much.
Sorry for all this whining. I hope it's getting better soon, at the moment I just cannot stand myself.
I've been in a really strange and exhausting state of anxiety for some days now, after having a horrible week and being totally overwhelmed by everything and by every little thing that is happening to me right now. Right now, I cannot even concentrate on anything and feel like running around like I'm totally crazy or with my head against a wall I'm glad when it's time to go to bed and I'm scared to get up in the morning. It's really hard for me. I've felt so much better in the meantime and I hope this will get better soon. I'll see my doctor on Tuesday and I'm seeing my therapist every week, but sometimes I just feel like not being able to talk about this stuff because I think no one would believe it or take it seriously. Frankly, I just feel like I'm hysterical or overreacting.