redhotswami
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What's your granny's phone number? Let me talk to her
Did you find a spiritual director?
Did you find a spiritual director?
unico said:What's your granny's phone number? Let me talk to her
U2isthebest said:So now I'm back to hyperventilating and freaking out again. My grandma just called my mom's cell phone and asked to talk to me. My phone was on silent all night, and I haven't turned it on yet, so I missed a couple of her phone calls this morning. She started yelling at me and telling me that "the Lord spoke to her" and said I was going to have serious health problems if I don't lose weigh. I'm...not...fat. Like, I said, I don't want to look like Nicole Richie. That doesn't equal fat. Anyway, I'm really scared because she had been telling me for the past couple weeks that "the Lord spoke to her" and said I was fine and that I'm just being spiritually attacked (which I think I feel deep down), but now I'm panicking. I got so freaked out after I got off the phone a few minutes ago that I kicked the wall and knocked a piece of it out. Now, I'm just scared, and I don't know what to think. Yesterday and so far today I'd been feeling so much better. Now I'm terrified again and back to the same old place. It's all my fault. I did something wrong, I wish I knew what. I'm sorry, I know I'm not making any sense.
unico said:Does your grandmother weigh more than you?
U2isthebest said:
She's my grandmother. I hope so.
Yes, but she's not a bit heavy either.