Varitek
Blue Crack Addict
my friends were talkin about ecstacy the other day, they sounded like they loved it.
its funny how you cant tell with almost everynoe whether theyve done drugs or not.
the only people i know that you can tell are those who do it like twice a week...
ive got another mate whos really judgemental too and it shits me. he stays home more than i do now (i used to be intimidated by him - its funny how things change) but when i talk about this one girl i get along alright with he hates cos she drinks and has been with heaps of guys and stuff (calls her dirt, slut, disgusting) and talks down of the kids who have done drugs... i hate it. people do what they want to do.
and if i was going to do pot, i would MUCH rather do it with the druggies who know what they are doing. i told him that and he goes "theyre fucking idiots" and im like, well yeah maybe at school, but they know how to stack a cone man....
ecstacy - i'm reluctant, because it is dangerous because you can either get dehydrated or overhydrated, both of which can be deadly. so you have to be careful and drink lots but not too much gatorade. also apparently if you have sex on e it's never ever as good again because of what e does to your feelings of touching/being touched.
good attitude about the slut thing. i'm sure i've been called a slut, i own it as a sort of "reclaiming" of the word, but i call guys sluts for the same behavior too. you just better have equal standards about what you think is proper for guys and girls or you are sexist. and, better not to think anything is proper for anyone but yourself.
as for the druggies - good to have poeple in theknow as long as you don't feel pressured and they know how to take care of a first-timer. i was lucky for alcohol and weed cause i had a friedn who was already a bit of an expert but i knew she cared about me and the other friends being safe and enjoying it and such. so it was really good. if you're nervous you're more likely to have a bad experience - that goes for any drug.
yeah i was reading up about pot and shrooms on wikipedia. i was reading about having bad trips n shit. fuck thatd be scary i reckon. 10 hours in a bad trip.
10 hour trip off shrooms sounds pretty inaccurate. ours didn't last as long as some but like, 5 hours is more reasonable. i think some of the online info is supposed to be scary, it has an agenda, you have to check sources, even/especially on wiki.