Originally posted by *Stormy*:
I have come to yet another sad conclusion of my patheticness- though I am addicted to this place hopelessly, I don't really fit in and no one really likes me! Some of you say you have met some friends here, that's great. Some of the people here have been very nice and I appreciate that. But overall, I feel like an oddball, I have very different opinions, tastes, personality and sense of humor than most of the people here, and I do not fit in. And, as Scarlett O'Hara said, 'I have loved something that doesn't exist, and, somehow, I don't care!' I will never compromise my integrity or pride by selling myself out and faking liking things I don't or changing my personality just to 'fit in'- I didn't do that in school, hated the kids who did, and I won't do it now. I'm like Larry that way, I hate phoneys, and I won't be one, even if people don't like me. Two faced people suck. Someone once told me, even though they argued with me, that they admired me for being a real person and they would rather fight with a real person speaking honestly than to have their ass kissed by a phoney fake two face in the name of 'peace.' I yam what I yam, and I am not ashamed. I will hang around, because I am addicted, and unless I get banned, I'll be here, finding something entertaining, pathetic though I may be. Oh well, there are worse things in this world. SIGH.