The_Sweetest_Thing
MacPhisto's serving wench
I can't sleep at night because every time I close my eyes I keep remembering all the things I have to do that day. I lie awake, planning out my schedule, driving myself nuts...8:00, wake up. 8:10, eat breakfast. 8:30-9:30 shower/get dressed, etc. Go to school. Come home. Homework. Genetics problems 20-39. Bio Notes Chapter 14, pages 287-308. Read Hamlet. Henry V essay....
I plan out every moment of my day, but the weird thing is, I don't even follow through with it all. It drives me crazy. I even plan out what I'm going to eat, in order to save time. I stress over exactly what's going to happen the next day, and if something changes, I freak out.
Example: Yesterday, I had to finish a huge report, but due to car problems, I ended up being stranded somewhere for three hours. So I came home, worked on it till 2am, then I couldn't sleep because I worried about what today was going to be like (I had a lab, so I was stressed). I ended up being incredibly tired today because of it, so I didn't get to read on the subway commute (I fell asleep), and then I freaked out because I didn't achieve what I had hoped (to read Act 4 of Hamlet).
What is WRONG with me??
She's come undone...
I plan out every moment of my day, but the weird thing is, I don't even follow through with it all. It drives me crazy. I even plan out what I'm going to eat, in order to save time. I stress over exactly what's going to happen the next day, and if something changes, I freak out.
Example: Yesterday, I had to finish a huge report, but due to car problems, I ended up being stranded somewhere for three hours. So I came home, worked on it till 2am, then I couldn't sleep because I worried about what today was going to be like (I had a lab, so I was stressed). I ended up being incredibly tired today because of it, so I didn't get to read on the subway commute (I fell asleep), and then I freaked out because I didn't achieve what I had hoped (to read Act 4 of Hamlet).
What is WRONG with me??
She's come undone...