I'm totally worn down. I'm not enjoying myself any more. Look, I'll be honest here - I haven't said this in public yet, because I'll probably get torn apart and I just don't want to argue about it, but the 360 Tour is my least favourite U2 tour ever. Even worse than Elevation's 3rd leg. It got really hard continuing to rigorously maintain U2gigs like I do, day after day, especially as the setlist progressively got worse. I put in hours of work each day on the site.
I really badly wanted to like this tour. I think Vertigo (even though it was supporting a mundane album) was the best U2 tour since the eighties. I think NLOTH is the best U2 album since Pop. I didn't expect such a mundane tour. It took me a while to realise the depth of my feeling about this, because I kept trying to tell myself it wasn't bad. And that just stopped working.
Obviously this means a lot to me. U2 mean a lot to me. But right now? I'm just grateful the tour's over for the year. I know I can't quit U2gigs, and why do I even care about the setlist when I'm not there, but you DO end up caring when you put in all this time to reporting on the band, adjusting your social schedule to suit, losing sleep to suit. I thought I'd be lost without the tour; I sure was whenever Vertigo had a lengthy break, even during the static parts of the tour. But no, I'm relieved. I shouldn't have any expectations next year might be better, but ... god, I hope it is. I still want to follow them around Australia, I still want to do the live sets; all that stuff is usually great fun. I want how I feel right now to go away.
So there you go. Shoot me down as much as you like.