Yes, you know I love reading what and how you write!
And, before replying, I'd like to thank you: I think one of the reason why my English is still fresh
and I can use it is the fact we're having this long conversation on this forum. You know, I love
writing in English and this exchange between us is helping me a lot.
Of course, it's not just a way to keep my English trained. I like speaking with you and knowing
your points of view on a lot of subjects.
I am happy to know you realise how much you need the contact with other people and to be "social". I think that in certain periods one has the need to stay on his/her own, just to discover how much you love and need to share your time with other human beings. And the fact of being "selective"... yeah, it's like having the impression (or maybe it's really like that and not just an impression!) that you have a lot of things to do and so you want to spend quality time with the people that can give you a lot.
When I ended high school, after my week in Paris on vacation, I immediately started working. It was a period of my life quite odd: you know, the change between being a student and a worker is a sort of big jump. And the fact that I really didn't like my first job and the people with whom I worked wasn't of any help. I felt often blue and ... well, desolate. Also because I am not naturally a girl who can socialise so easily and also back at school I didn't use to have a lot of friends. And, after the end of school, I lost contact with almost all of them. I really felt alone. I am used to stay on my own, I also love it because I tend to live a lot in my mind. But then it comes the day I told to my self: Alright, that's enough. you're just 19, you can't go around with this feeling that hurts you. There's something you have to do.
So I gave my 20 days notice and left my job. The day after I finished work, I started to go through a lot of interviews and after a week I got another job -- that is where I am now. It's not such a great job and it's not what I want to do for the rest of my life, but I am considering this as a starting point towards new things.
After having learnt the job and having learnt how to make things in one hour insted that 3 or 4, I realise that there was still something missing. I need to spend time with people. School mate were gone, and the scarce times I met them I realise we hadn't a lot to say because they just talked about University and Gym and Pubs and all the things. I thought, what about the rest of the world? there are wars going on, people suffering from a lot of different things, violations of all sort. Is it possible no one cares for it? Maybe this thoughts are partially due to the fact I love U2 so much. I think I've already told you that they are responsible of awakening my "social conscience".
So I decided I have to find a way of being helpful and meeting new friends. The way to do that got to me in a very simple way. I just remembered that once I passe by an office with the reading "amnesty international" on the door. Of course, I knew a little about it, thanks both to U2 and to the newspaper. So one day, after work, I went there. There was a girl there that sent me to a group. And it all started with it. I started volunteering with and for that: I went to the events organized, I helped translating documents and letters, I got involved. And I met a lot of extraordinary people -- girls and boys, who were able to give me friendship, a common cause to work for and show me how to work in team. It's great. i got to know people of my group and also of other groups. And I am very happy of that! Not only I knew a lot of people I can talk to of a lot of different subjects -- books, music, human rights, what's going on around us -- but also incredible people that share with me experiences, joys and pains. For instance, there is a girl in my group who writes poems and, for a lucky coincidence, she was able to realise them. It was grand! And I was the first to know and I was so happy when I knew I could help her to organise little meetings to show the book in some book shops. She said I was a sort of "manager" and "PR"... it was funny!
You know, this is the fact: all of us need some time to stay alone, to discover the needings and the things we love. But then we need to go out in the world. I suppose it is like that also because at a certain point you feel you want to share what you had discovered.
And, before replying, I'd like to thank you: I think one of the reason why my English is still fresh
and I can use it is the fact we're having this long conversation on this forum. You know, I love
writing in English and this exchange between us is helping me a lot.
Of course, it's not just a way to keep my English trained. I like speaking with you and knowing
your points of view on a lot of subjects.
I am happy to know you realise how much you need the contact with other people and to be "social". I think that in certain periods one has the need to stay on his/her own, just to discover how much you love and need to share your time with other human beings. And the fact of being "selective"... yeah, it's like having the impression (or maybe it's really like that and not just an impression!) that you have a lot of things to do and so you want to spend quality time with the people that can give you a lot.
When I ended high school, after my week in Paris on vacation, I immediately started working. It was a period of my life quite odd: you know, the change between being a student and a worker is a sort of big jump. And the fact that I really didn't like my first job and the people with whom I worked wasn't of any help. I felt often blue and ... well, desolate. Also because I am not naturally a girl who can socialise so easily and also back at school I didn't use to have a lot of friends. And, after the end of school, I lost contact with almost all of them. I really felt alone. I am used to stay on my own, I also love it because I tend to live a lot in my mind. But then it comes the day I told to my self: Alright, that's enough. you're just 19, you can't go around with this feeling that hurts you. There's something you have to do.
So I gave my 20 days notice and left my job. The day after I finished work, I started to go through a lot of interviews and after a week I got another job -- that is where I am now. It's not such a great job and it's not what I want to do for the rest of my life, but I am considering this as a starting point towards new things.
After having learnt the job and having learnt how to make things in one hour insted that 3 or 4, I realise that there was still something missing. I need to spend time with people. School mate were gone, and the scarce times I met them I realise we hadn't a lot to say because they just talked about University and Gym and Pubs and all the things. I thought, what about the rest of the world? there are wars going on, people suffering from a lot of different things, violations of all sort. Is it possible no one cares for it? Maybe this thoughts are partially due to the fact I love U2 so much. I think I've already told you that they are responsible of awakening my "social conscience".
So I decided I have to find a way of being helpful and meeting new friends. The way to do that got to me in a very simple way. I just remembered that once I passe by an office with the reading "amnesty international" on the door. Of course, I knew a little about it, thanks both to U2 and to the newspaper. So one day, after work, I went there. There was a girl there that sent me to a group. And it all started with it. I started volunteering with and for that: I went to the events organized, I helped translating documents and letters, I got involved. And I met a lot of extraordinary people -- girls and boys, who were able to give me friendship, a common cause to work for and show me how to work in team. It's great. i got to know people of my group and also of other groups. And I am very happy of that! Not only I knew a lot of people I can talk to of a lot of different subjects -- books, music, human rights, what's going on around us -- but also incredible people that share with me experiences, joys and pains. For instance, there is a girl in my group who writes poems and, for a lucky coincidence, she was able to realise them. It was grand! And I was the first to know and I was so happy when I knew I could help her to organise little meetings to show the book in some book shops. She said I was a sort of "manager" and "PR"... it was funny!
You know, this is the fact: all of us need some time to stay alone, to discover the needings and the things we love. But then we need to go out in the world. I suppose it is like that also because at a certain point you feel you want to share what you had discovered.